05 ends

today we see off 2005
tomorrow we usher in 2006

with a new year entry
comes the usual new year resolutions
which are set and hardly met
but im proud to say ive met just abt all of mine
cant exactly rmb but ive missed not more than two
altho its good to set goals to achieve
this time i dun intend on making resolutions
over the year we lose sight of these things
and they become meaningless
until the end of the next year
den u realise and announce u didnt meet your resolutions

right now im just gonna look over my shoulder
look back at the year gone past
highlight some more important events

April: the acX story
yet again, not one of a fairytale. 2005 marked acX's first ever title defence since cross country started. as we know, we failed. ridden with my 12th ankle injury, it was a hard fought though lowly 10th place for me. our magical multi-month journey did not have a happy ending, but the build up was typical acX - stupendifantastabulous. as i look back now, i can still maintain my stand - i wouldnt exchange the experience for the title.

May: spiritual peak
yes i noe when i peaked. it was a snowball from the december youth camp. another amazing journey for me. i learned to live the life i should live, and i learned how to like it. i learned how to go about being a real christian and i learned how to do it well. now at least i know.

July: missing in action
the track and field. a tight schedule meant i missed the 800 record and even got dethroned. but second was good. i was content. then i missed my 1500 through a virus which almost killed me. seeing how im now in ib, i missed my last nationals with e giants from the same age group. it was a test of my ability to fend of the disappointment and frustration. i think i can give myself an A.

September: the qhueen throned
unofficically, the khing got his qhueen. of course a high point in my life, and still building upwards, moving forwards. no signs of slowing down. zilch.

December: team bonding
the traditional acX team bonding. involves plenty of training, lan, making fun and poking fun. we've actually come a long way. if some of us still even remembers, there were signs of cracks in acX when the new blood came in. now we're one again.


of course there are things that i wished i could go back and change, but keeping in mind that ups and downs must coexist together and that downs actually compliments ups, i must say it was a more uppy year than downy. the year's been great.

so here's bidding 05 goodbye and embracing 06. with hopes or beliefs that 06 will be a good year. hello world.

school acometh

hear that?
scribbling of pens
flipping of pages
screaming of teachers
yawns and snores of fellow students
school beckons

see that?
teacher's black face
concealing of illegal attire
rising pile of papers and books
school beckons

feel that?
fear and trepidation
restlessness and frustration
extremely peeved (aka f***ing pissed)
school beckons

so it is
wah biang is right
oh yes is wrong
school is here... soon enough

no more trng, eat, lan, go home
no more overflowing hair
no more freedom of snack time
no more sleeping 16hours
wah biang is right

overwhelming homework to come
barrage of scoldings to come
waves of dilemma to come
multitudes of rushing to come
oh yes is wrong

school is here... soon enough

xmas cometh

christmas is ard e korner!
so if u relaking one korner better move
later christmas like lorry come and langah u
den u blank out
end up with white xmas
anw with e period of xmas comes the presents
and for the first time in kenneth khing history
im buying more den 2 presents
heh
lousy presents cannot blame me ah
i prezzie noob

shopping for prezzies no mean feat
need to travel distances
find places to buy stuff
know what stuff to buy
know what stuff ppl will like
and esp with ppl like xide ard
who u just cant think of anything to buy for
its really quite tough
den still must worry ppl kope idea
later become one of the twenty to give same gift
haii
of course theres oso the budget aspect
many nice and appropriate stuffs price not that nice
it becomes very tempting to switch off
go into the its-the-thought-that-counts-mood
get some cheap shit and circulate

`tis the season to be giving
tangible or intangible
presents, love, forgiveness
just to name a few
thats the spirit to catch
the spirit of how God gave us the greatest gift
the gift called Jesus Christ
yes xmas aint about fat man in velvet red clothes
its just another distraction from the real meaning
btw for the unenlightened
santa claus can rearrange to form satan lucas
not say all the lucases all bad la
some only... like the lucas i noe
terrigible horrigible incorrigible vegetable that one

anw with e coming of xmas
spells the drawing closer of school
the dreaded school days are here
SPEAKING OF WHICH
wah lau ib ppl have to wear new tie
new but ugly tie
yellow and striped la
so terok one
den e yr1-4 still the normal blue one
eeeeeeee
aaaaaahhhhh
ooooooooooooh

posted

haha so i still end up back in acsi
for until march at least
heh
no A levels man
A stands for Abandoned
IB stands for I'm Back
back where? back in acsiibws
whats that?
anglo-chinese school(independent) international baccalureate world school
basket damn long right
but thats just acsiibws
long winded and irritating
but nevertheless still kick kar cheng

right now i sit hear shirtless infront of e comp
sticky all over
mosquito bites pervading my perfectly sculpted body
and disgusted by the strong, salty stench
floating up from my feet to my nostrils
badly stinkyating i tell u
nose gonna close shop liao
my lau bu still happily in e toilet for dunno how long
PEK CHEK AH
tabulei tahan my feet liao
more potent than chemical ali's chemicals
summore this one here mobile
got mind of its own

tomorrow trng + sectional outing
clash
jia lat
so how?
after many many ponders
khingky has decided to go for trng
pon the candy cane hunt business
dun like these kinda games
get on my nerves only
budden abit aiyah oso
no more cell le den now this one might be last oso
not that there were many to start with la
ok didnt really like e previous few oso
maybe alot of ppl think getting tortured/embarrased is fun
dun tink so la
ok i dun really mind all this kinda stuffs
but to wake up in e morning, travel there, wait, endure alot of stuff
den lick mentos from flour
down curry+chilli+bbq sauce all at once
run into fence
do forfeit
most importantly not have fun
haha bu zhi dao but is that supposed to be nice?
thinks not

newaez as u can see im becoming more ranty
must be the effect of getting into ib
now im an ib`er le
must have ib`er book shit
crap alot argue over ntg spout rubbish
but critically,
still sound right

today

tomorrow's posting!
or rather the results of posting
tomorrow i shall take marcus's cue
change my msn nick in accordance to where i go
"the pits" will mean that i didnt get into jc
not that i got into rj

nowadays more things are happening
partly due to hols
cuz hols mean less monotony of school
budden like less to blog oso
nothing really worth blogging down
maybe cuz even the worthy things happen over n over again
but hols still rock more den school
i dun wanna go back to school =(

im trying really hard now to blog abt smtg
no mean feat
esp if u try to avoid
daily mundane matters
stuff that authorities will come aft u for
attention seeking stuffs
hypocritical stuff that dun need to be said at all
bratty rantings
and overuse of philosophical entries
that leaves close to ntg left to type no?

another sub standard post
sorry marhn

home sweet home

and now i sit here in my chair
fresh from a lousy game of cm5
home from an ok game of legkickball (lkb)
some good dota
and in need of sitting on the toilet bowl

yes im back from church camp
singapore is a happy place yet again
sadly tho i didnt love it
apart from the food and the place itself
all i liked was the powerpacked services
maybe cuz God always meets my expectations
that im not that amazed anymore
its kinda like his thing isnt it?
yeah i didnt like the games and all
cept the sock wrestling thing on the canvas
that was amusing
but yeah i didnt take to the games

apparently this syndrome aint pervasive
i see many grow in their spirits
thats good
they become nicer to hang ard

oh and i got my phone back
after ard 36 days
seems so long ago
and the memorys still intact!
still emits the farnie sounds

better start my xmas shopping soon
draft a list of ppl and items
den go out and hit the shops
before the hoarding crowd comes
cuz inevitably
one as hot as me is sure to get groped
little mr tiny down there dun take well to being groped
did i say little mr tiny?
i meant gargantuan mr colossus
anw his neighbour the anus is screaming out now
i need to go sit sit in e toilet
byebye

eve of camp

as tomorrow's sun dances across the sky
blitzing through the clouds and on the fly
on the bus is where i'll be
en route to church by seven thirty

decked in a jacket to fend the morning chill
i squirm in my seat to get a comfy rest
but only in my space am i to fill
yet also space for my bags that is the test

i alight before i nod off
sleepily i wonder where i got off
here's adam road you're going to church
illegally across the road i begin to surge

an hour later i'm on the bus again
travelling across the northern causeway
and as i try to alleviate my back pain
we're at sofitel to start church camp's very first day

standard chartered

at the unearthly time of approximately 5.30am in the morning on friday the 4th of december, members of the acX standard chart 10k team coagulated at the marina square steps facing the esplanade with the exclusion of jon little who was unexplicably LATE.

the team were to compete in the 10km race that very morning and had in their sights the prize money awarded to the top3 teams of each category. absent from the line up was overweight and overseas victor tan, replaced by the acceptable weight and localised acX secretary kenneth khing. the rest of the members included prime minister kev, deputy xide, jon, seb and seet.

just before the warm up phase of the team's preparation plans, a trip to the portable toilets was made. secretary kenneth khing was in desperate need to release his solid burdens from the night before and the bonjour bread he had had an hour ago. the rest were just in need of the toilet for toilet reasons. however upon the opening of the toilet door, the impending shit dangling from khing's anus cowered in trembling fear and went back home to the rectum. the VISIBLE stench, invisible shit on the floor due to sheer darkness and overall toilet condition became factors that scared the shit back into him. prime minister kev apparently got trapped in the toilet and could not come out. this later on affected him adversely during the race.
also, the dead body of former prime minister abdullah al leon is suspected to be locked up in one of the locked cubicles.

the race came to a start with jon seet and kev pulling away far infront, seb and xeed a gap behind, and secretary kenneth khing dragging his comp652s even further behind, but still pretty much ahead of now half-defunct acX member lualua, who was just unfit, slow, out of shape, fat and slow. far ahead of secretary khing apparently, were girls his age. they were the hua yi prodigies + famous/infamous sophie gollifer, who was as usual, in very very short shorts. they stayed infront of the secretary for about 4km before he played the crazy frog song in his head and ran according to that dingdingdingdingbambam rhythm.

the race came to an end with seet flying in first, just a credible 5 seconds behind hci kohkaiming, jon, kev, seb, khing and eventually xide, who was caught by the girls with 500m left%2

thursday day sun is shining

first and foremost
a happy 14 to ah quan
may ur life b long and useful
just like toilet paper

no inspiration tonight
dun intend to wait for it to come oso
so i shall just type a poem here
abt not having anything to blog about
enjoy

i rest my ass on my comfy chair
at my flat screen monitor i begin to stare
this blank blogger page how will i fare
a good entry tonight should come to scare

fingers poised to type
an entry to generate some hype
the ideas will come all right
just that the time not really ripe

up till now still no ling gan
sit down here backside buay tahan
ideas coming ban ban dan
blogger instincts become so lan

blogging tonight was not to be
the ideas just not coming to me
tomorrow night den come and see
before the idea turns to flee

december is here

december is here!
feels smelly long since Os Over
anw i finally got a new keyboard
27 bucks for this sleek thingy quite ok ba
was thinking like shit gotta fork out 100bucks
yay now dun haf to bang the spacebar all e time
stupid spacebar
smoooooothhh

anw i find myself running standard chart on sunday
its e 10k team thingy cuz vic go china
den who else to replace but me
haha he's regretting it now
cuz i showed his ezlink to ppl
a particular someone la
heh he's gonna kill me for typing this
but gonna die anw so one dun do two dun shy
he's typing in caps now
haha

newaez 2dae after dotaing at btp
e few of us were standing at e entrance
and xide was just telling us he was gonna walk home
suddenly his moms car pulled up infront of us
he was shocked and so were we
for a moment we exchanged unknowing glances
before xide took off towards his ride
commenting abt his "magic schoolbus"

wake me up when december ends
on second thought no dun wake me up
december end means january start
january start means go back school
eat energy
at least no holiday homework

day with kevin

woke up 20mins b4 jc admission briefing started
panic x 20
exploded out of house with lao pei
only to be halted by traffic jam
that lasted from upper thomson to farrer road
therefore i was late
went there just to take e document thingys

decided to walk to acjc see ppl
see em play move-leg-faster-den-u
discuss eh ahem organic synthetic rubber
den coagulate together went out dota dota
left with kapitan kev buy present
for kapitan sister rachel ng's 12th bdae

kev wanted to buy a bag for her
so suggested go bugis
found that kev is scared of e mrt entry gates
cuz apparently those things crush kev
3 times oreddy if i heard correctly

den it dawned upon kapitan
he bought bag for rach b4 le
alamak how how
in de end considered wallet jacket watch ring shoes
and no bags
so kev instructed me
"stop me if u see me looking at bags"
both of us being bag lovers
cldnt resist e temptations
many a time we had to prise ourselves away from e pretty containers
in e end after many decades of considering
go to and fro from bugis junction and bugis village
and fading of selves and leg strength
kev set upon a ring

to cine we went
and den we became bits and pieces
customers of bits and pieces
got a big but nice silver ring
engraved 'rachel' onto it
latched it to a chain
and stored it away in a pretty little paper bag

den daddy kev calls
someone didnt buy rach's prezzie
orrhhhh
so to select a watch we did
two teens were thus spotted at heeren
squatting outside city chain oggling at watches
seemingly salivating at what they cannot afford
cuz kev cldnt make up his mind
tsk tsk

by e time we parted ways
its was close to 8.30
khingky ate dinner
khingky walked ard aimlessly
khingky went home
khingky is here
khingky is gone

it is done

yesterday was 18nov2005
khingky was officially found no longer lost

one would question why
after his discussion abt the subject matter
waste of time, life and what not
ive walked down that sad path before too
i know how many of us feels
i too, am human

but when it comes again you look back and see
those times you had before you came free
were the best you had the exchange was worth
your time your effort your being your very love
despite the doom you might come to face
you look at it you tongue the taste
you wonder if it'll come to naught
you wonder if its love you caught
then you decide why not i'll try again
think back and forth you'll see its worth the pain

they come they go

it is... finished
O stands for Over
yes the Os have come
and they have gone
eat my paper
so far no one has organised a bonfire
maybe burn on some grass patch in skl
cost drong some money
heheh or even the new building.. that'll hurt
actually today is the actual last day of skl
the official one was far from one
but here's what there'll be no more of

no more relative velocity
no more electric circuits
no more shear parallel to invar. line
no more liberation tigers of tamil eelam
no more orantely decored sophisticated language
no more tian xie han zi
no more tourism unlimited
no more plaster apples

NO MORE TEACHERS
haha yes no more teachers
no more rules
no more do-this-cuz-u-prefect
no more homework
no more fear cuz skip class
no more eh pretending to catch ppl
no more super short 20min recesses

on the downside tho
no more small chicken
no more prawn mee soup without prawn
no more magi mee
no more meepok plus vege
no more sperm
no more milk tea
no more cookie
and apart from the food
no more laughing at ppl
no more laughing with ppl
no more being laughed at
no more laughing at teachers
no more skip class to make hair
no more p.e. legkickball
no more liero in class
no more i hate ng poh yee
no more haha chelsea/boro lost
no more hanging p.e. shirt outside window for 2 weeks
no more oh shit trung/huy got full marks again
no more roy squeezing my cookie with sweat filled palms
no more xia eat too much chilli go berak and swear all over
no more dyslecxian master nib new yat-tay wen bin
no more pinkie sam and lame jokes
no more lualua bread water and slap cheeks
no more gorilla laughs
no more joel and his rendezvous
no more darrenslee where's my defence
no more chairman teck
no more class 42jacob05`

for secondary school
this is the end
the end

Os ah Os ah

the Os have started
art1 physics3 chi1 chi2 emath1 ss
over~
ok late but many bests to all O takers
make sure ur script not as high as mine can le
maybe a 99? can la

Os dun seem as daunting as i tot i wld
now tt ss is over
theres only physics partially
abit of amath practice
half geog
and full blown art
very much ok i guess
slowly munch away at e Os

they come to an end
soon

im awake

its 2:22am but i dun wanna slp
nor do i want to study
feel more like running
or playing some dota
like a regular trng day or smtg

on a sidenote
i love life
so this is what life in abundance is abt
plans to prosper you, not to harm you
how true
amen

since fellow secfours are still mugging away
shant mention that thing that's coming so soon
after all, you came here to relax right?
dun wanna make u feel guilty coming here
that thing's coming so soon and yet you're here!
now thats not very right issit?
neither issit very right for me la
but oh well

i feel i havent matured over the past few weeks
yes thats supposed to be bad

ahhh... random thoughts
im typing whatever comes to mind now
with discretion of course,
nowadays type wrongly will kena cook one

looking back at my older entries
i find im typing more in better english
thats good
and bad, in a way
like i said,
must have singabolean book shit
book shit is ben fen, for the unenlightened

bed front moon bright bright
window open wind so chill
on desk worksheets flipping anyhow
sleepless nights - Os want come liao

squat in toilet ku lei pang sai
(squat and shit)
book in hands ka kin tak cheh
(quickly study)
wan run cannot run
on my shit i drip bak sai
(drip tears)

last time run run ankle sprain
now everyday write write wrist so pain
the books all want to throw away
budden after that cannot see A
so now hold back raging desire
after 17th build bonfire

for now must study until orh bak kak
(black eye)
L1R5 try get lak
(6)
day after day just whack and mug
dun care whether how jia lat
(eat energy)

for though now the road seems dark
by skill by tyco or by luck
the Os will come good and good we will go
from there our books to throw
den not to worry how they mark
go out in november and get your sui mak mak
(pretty girl)
hold these thoughts in your heart
now is not the time to give up

die cambridge die
we're not going down without a fight

imposter

its been almost 3 years since i started blogging
ard 2 years since ive had a tagboard
and finally
so finally
i have an imposter
finally someone got it into his/her/its head
to tag as khingky
and leave a khingky message

yes i dun read love hina at all
the khingky on the tagboard's a fake

congratulations on being imposter number1
unfortunately there will be no prize
but there will be a shoo-ing off
being the first however
u get the honor of being shoo-ed on an entry
instead of a measly tag
shoo shoo

how would you know

how would you really know
if u did something wrong?
if no one told you
if no one showed you
if you couldnt tell
or if someone didnt want to?

you've never had a guide
neither alive nor not
you've always did what you liked
no one cared if u did or not
you never heard what was bad
you were never taught
you lived your own life
you never knew God

how then, do you tell?

u can just feel it
pain comes along with it
something just stirs you
that voice you hear is always true

there is a consequence for every bad thing done
an apple tree bears apples
an apple tree never drops mangoes
so a bad deed bears bad returns
nothing good from bad will churn
maybe to start with there will be
but look beyond that and subsequently
in the end you fall quite terribly

be a good boy/girl/boy-girl/thing today

who knows we know

he looks left
she looks right
the sky falls
nothing is in sight

he thinks he can
she thinks she will
they proceed together
who for who to bail?

despite that thought
they take the chance
to tread this path
together they advance
to find if the will of God
is in line with theirs
run their races together
hand in hand

o level inc

thanks to inspiration from samchews blog
ive perversed the lyrics of feel good inc
to suit that of the impending doom of e Os we feel
well the handful of us

cambridge's breaking down on the students backs
but they just have to mug and cannot hold back
so all u go and piss its apealling to see
you wun get outta audi once you're almost free
you got a new accustomation its a studious style
a melancholy hall where they never smile
and all i never wanna hear is the teacher speak
now put your pens down or u're deemed a cheat

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

chlorine gas these concepts, scale maps
lining em up like foreceps
no khingky running on the track
its the o level attack
shit im doing all these papers in the heart of this here
neighbour oso doing everything in the heart of this here
watch me as i graduate
ah ha ha ha ha
yo we gonna be profound
these notes we found
with pens down
your're in my place
gonna clear the dust
off the brains of us
with pens down
you kill the ink
so dun stop practice, practice
untill you're a million brain cells poorer
watch the way i score my A
ah ha ha ha ha

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

dun stop practice, practice
we are your teachers speaking
steady weady graduate
ah ha ha ha

in days of yore

thanks to inspiration from samchews blog
ive perversed the lyrics of feel good inc
to suit that of the impending doom of e Os we feel
well the handful of us

cambridge's breaking down on the students backs
but they just have to mug and cannot hold back
so all u go and piss its apealling to see
you wun get outta audi once you're almost free
you got a new accustomation its a studious style
a melancholy hall where they never smile
and all i never wanna hear is the teacher speak
now put your pens down or u're deemed a cheat

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

chlorine gas these concepts, scale maps
lining em up like foreceps
no khingky running on the track
its the o level attack
shit im doing all these papers in the heart of this here
neighbour oso doing everything in the heart of this here
watch me as i graduate
ah ha ha ha ha
yo we gonna be profound
these notes we found
with pens down
your're in my place
gonna clear the dust
off the brains of us
with pens down
you kill the ink
so dun stop practice, practice
untill you're a million brain cells poorer
watch the way i score my A
ah ha ha ha ha

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

dun stop practice, practice
we are your teachers speaking
steady weady graduate
ah ha ha ha

cooked reptile

orhh that day went trng at acjc
everything was fun fine and everything la
den aft tt went to shower
look in e mirror realised my hair was still wet
den dun wan use towel liao
cuz stuffed it together with the smelly dirty clothes
so use the stationary hair dryer
a.k.a the regular toilet hand dryer

was happily drying the back of my head
means looking down la
den suddenly felt something resting on my hair
backed off to see what it was
something was half sticking out of e dryer
couldnt quite tell wad it was
just that it had legs and a tail...

it was a cooked lizard
AND IT TOUCHED MY HAIR
so ya went to wash hair again
stupid lizard

moral of story:
if u're drying ur hair halfway
using some public dryer
and some touches your hair
its just ur imagination
dun look

ooze

today was a day of oozing, one of innumerable time wastage. the minutes spent lazing around came in throngs. bathing in the light emitting from the computer screen, my tired eyelids move closer to each other, looking to lock the eyelashes and call it a day.

acherly ah
why am i trying to type good engrish?
after all ah
limpei is singabolean
must have singabolean book shit (ben fen)

today basically is sibei sian. come home after tuition den nua everywhere all over the place. siao liao o lever wan come liao leh liddat how can? i is see monitor screen see until my eye bo bak sai, den become more small small. so tink better siam to kun now. kan ni yi hou (see u later)

whee

and so art is OVER
p1 at least
like roy said
sitting down to study will b easier
much easier
see art's actually quite gd

newaez had some form of celebration aft tt
so today's date is 161005
i will remember today
sweet

sigh

interesting convo ensued in toilet today
xia and i both had raging da bian at e same time
thus, to shit we went

me "aye i pang sai very tua sya one ah"
xia "you noe how to pang sai one ornot?"
"must control la"
"breathe in... breathe out..."
"just dun breathe out from down there"

thereafter we began to discuss all abt e art of shitting
xia "pang sai need to concentrate one noe"
which i blatantly ignored and continued talking
xia "haiya dun tok to me i need to shit"

then today, jamien made me cry
he needed to see how a tear rolls down e cheek
and i had eye mo in my pencil case
so cried for him

my handphone died on me
the left button's dead
and it switches off when u slide it
at the most inappropriate of times, i shld say

im sorry i caused you some grief some pain
i am content i really am
actually its not ur fault more so mine
there's not much to say except im sorry
goodnight

the horizon

its almost 4am n here i am
awake from e 6-12 nap
newaez
here's the rough plan
from now till next sat:
A-R-T
yes art
project looks like its just gonna complete in time
not much touching up time on hand
den still got the workbk to do
gahhh
whack

what comes thereafter not planned yet
but what comes after Os have
heh yes im looking way far ahead
long sightedness
under my nose oso cannot see
later trip and fall
newaez after Os im gonna

STONE
swim run cycle
swim run cycle
swim run cycle
take a holiday, alone or not
learn to cook
play dota
decorate room
learn lyrics to many songs

those are well, just plans
but some are quite certain to go on

church camp
prefects camp ( i tink )
excercise
go on a trip
buy new books
say i do

haii its another full saturday
not sure if can pull through if i dun slp now
heck
gonna go play some liero now

spending time with God

long email
too lazy to forward
but impt so guess it shld come here
reach out to a more intended group of ppl

Hello all,
pls take time to read this. something to think about...Eh..Read onlyif you have time for God. Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this ... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is...Exactly,
what has caused a lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in Church on Sunday morning... Maybe, Sunday night... And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...
Because... That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That.. there is a time or place where... HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done or us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this... Please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."

Not ashamed?
Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!
Yes, I do Love God.
HE is my source of existence
and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and every day.
Without Him, I will be nothing.
Without Him, I am nothing.
But, with strengthens me. (Phil 4:13) >>This is
the simplest
test ..
If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you... Send this to other christians! I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus..DoYou love Him?


THE POEM
I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came,
I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the
time"

Now do you have the time to pass it on?
Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard
Why is it so hard to tell the truth but
Yet so easy to tell a lie

Why are we so sleepy in church but
Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God
But yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine,
but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail,
but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but
yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to
forward this, or delete it?
Just remember-God is watching you.

Prayer Wheel-
Let's see the devil stop this one! Here's what the wheel is all about. When you
receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you.... That's all you have to do... There is nothing attached... This is so powerful.... Do not stop the wheel, please.... Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best
one.... There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS! May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true.
Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it? There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the
pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to
speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there,
son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered
"I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em
fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner orlater. What will you do?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy.
"They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment.
"How much do you want for those birds, son?"
"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister.
They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing.
They ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and
said,"$10?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone. The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds
out, setting them free. Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and
then the pastor began to tell this story.One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and
boasting."Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there.. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach
them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how
to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"
"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.
"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and
they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"
How much?" He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."
Jesus said, "DONE!"
Then He paid the price.
The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes:
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but
still follow Satan who, by the way, also "believes" in God) Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire,but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing? Isn't
it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them. And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it
was sent out to many more
For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls: for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul. The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

spending time with God

prelims are out

results are out
and i am happy
ok so there were tons of moderation
but when was there not?
so the school has saved me from gg over 2o
its a 8 point improvement over my best of 21 i guess
here's the honor roll:

engrissh - 73
chinese - 78
emath - 82
amath - 66
physics - 66
c.humans - 67
art - 57

yes engrissh after that horrendous 11/25 for summary
hallelujah
art this time round is 3rd last in de level
somewhat expected
wtvr
its over now so i guess 13 plus running shld b gd for ib
kan ba teh
lets go

problems of the world

perhaps sometimes we come to wonder, why the troubles of the world befall upon us. why do things happen the way they do, why do we tread upon this realm in supposed dominance over all earth, only to be struck by problems, buried under burdens.

we ask where God has gone.

if God so loved the world he created, why then did he inflict such torment upon his creation? for all his wonderful mercies and forgiveness, he still went ahead to rain down pain on us.

some pray tirelessly for evasion or even obliteration of their woes, but at times the prayers are not answered. yes, they have not been answered, but i believe that they have been heard. a good test of your christian faith comes when you still continue to trust in the Lord despite adverse circumstances. can u still continue to worship and praise God even after he decides to strike you down with the sufferings of the world? what faith is it, if a single setback will turn you away from God? unless of course, God is still only imaginary in your heart. virtual, unreal. therefore if the prayers do not come true, then God is no God. that is no faith.

without troubles, how many will truly turn to God? without troubles, how many will even get to know God in the first place? how can you evangelize if your oikos have no troubles whatsoever? how will we begin to grow, shed our childish skins and mature if we are put through no toughening?

some may argue that there is no need for growing up. we just go through the motions of life, enjoying every bit of it.

what is joy if there is no suffering? what is water if there is no thirst? what is rest if there is no work? the day no one remembers suffering, could very well be the day no one remembers joy.

if you feel that your life has been ridden with more sadness than joy, perhaps it is time to reflect on your own actions before God. it has been tried and tested with many, including yours truly, and proven that sins and suffering are proportional. sin acts as a wall, barricading us from God.

also, trust in the Lord is also important to what God has in store for us. if one cannot trust in God to deliever one from trouble to a beautiful horizon, then God cannot work in one's life. indeed, many of the greatest things in life come only after hardship.

so how real is God to you, and have you been a good boy/girl/thing lately?

gossip

gossip spreads like wildfire
mostly tho
after being processed many times over
in various different minds
fire will turn to toilet paper
for some obscure reason
humans are made in such a way
unable to relay accurate msgs
so inevitably
what comes out in the end
can become rather amusing

i never knew exactly how much info can change
but as i have found out
even as early as the second degree
there can be perversion in news
and it is a pervasive perversion
it has spread very much far and wide
much changed, i should figure

i never much knew it myself
until nick pointed it out to me sometime back
i didnt have the habit of talkin behind ppl's backs
or so he felt
maybe i did
maybe i did not
but as they say
do unto others as u will them do to u
perhaps now i shld make a concerted effort
be the loudspeaker this time round
be the medium where info turns corrupt and crooked
be the gossiper

eat my enzymes
pui pui pui

flaming

lots of news bt bloggers nowadays
what with flaming skls n tchrs plus racism
den kena sue without warning and all
im glad ive kept forgetting to do any of those
yes im an anti-*beep* as well
yes the beep can be anything so u cant sue me

feel very tempted to critisize smtg
but that'll be kinda stupid
like jumping into the river
after seeing crocs swallow ppl whole in it
summore i heard cannot imply oso
so shall not take no risk
instead
i will type very neutral stuffs
or stuff the "victims" involved want to hear

newaez went cut hair at fareast 2dae
for some reason la
wonder wad
newaez
saw eng tchr there
cuz she's supposedly got this accessory shop there
being a caring, thoughtful and responsible tchr
the first thing she asked
was that she tot i was supposed to b studying
so i pointed to my hair
being understanding
she nodded as we parted ways
heyhey i like my hair
wheeeee
first time never cut until as short as nose hair
great happiness

newaez
today bids jamien happy 5840days
thank you for being you
thank you for bringing me to church
thank you for mentoring me how to make hair
thank you for there
leaning over the table when im feeling kinky
happy 16

here it comes

so it comes to this afterall
we make the decision
expose ourselves to the fall
to fulfill this shared vision
to together stand tall

what we will face
i cannot say
but whatever the taste
let come what may
then at the stars we will gaze
our burdens we lay

i promised and so i will
i'll be the one i'll fit your bill
it'll be part of our own deal
take me till your very fill

crawl and sprint

another hardcore review day
taxing i tell u
well at least no being singled out
regardless, time was by no means galloping away
it was limping
time burning entertaintment came in small pockets
from goldfish/ting mini piano concerts
to trapping bits of sponge in ppls hair
to caressing poor william

after school ended
everything zapped off in a blur
so fast the details have somehow eluded me
and i am therefore unable to blog it all out
right
its just for me to know
and for u to find out
unless of course, u already do

so what is it now?
its unofficial
yet so real and mutual
this thing we share
this uncertainty we bear
at least its a good headache
its all real none fake

siao liao

multitudes of students file into the auditorium
slowly, they shuffle sideways into the rows of seats
finally, everyone is settled down
they wait in great impatience for it to be over
for the english paper review to be over

the students shift restlessly in their seats
totally uninterested in the teacher's droning
then it came to scrutinizing the mistakes of one candidate
everyone perks up
this has gotta be funny

it is a summary passage
apparently some foolish idiot did it
substituted lots of words
but got lousy marks
another guy just lifted
and got much higher
what a loser, everyone thinks

the passage flashes on the auditorium screen
every eye begins to inspect the defective summary
no index number, though

then it struck me
like being struck by the stark realisation that it was my script
it was my script
fazed, i carefully read the summary over again
word for word
my way of the summary had been punctured
gone are the 17s and above
11 was the score

OMP
haha well hope its the only part where i died la
i still tink i can rake in a 2 or 3
sobsob?

prelim aftermath

one carefree life
one study free time
one period of relaxation
one moment only

there's still de feeling at e back of de head
some dire need to hit the books or practice
but the other half of me calling out to slouch
let down my shoulders
relak one korner

the turn of the prelims
brought an ankle and wrist injury
recovering mythically fast tho
must have been the prayer
i can walk now
i am not lame
i hear the protests

life is good
things are going beautifully
even if the prelims start decomposing
i guess its still pretty much fine
my life has turned for the better
ive stepped into the light at e end of e tunnel
ive breathed the freshest of air
im running into the horizon
towards a wide, open green plain
where the sky meets the land
and the orange(yellow? red?) sun semi-submerges
wtvr
life is good

dire dota

as many urban males in sg have found
or rather the adolescent community has found
that dota can be quite very addictive
so much so that ppl
spend money to lan
spend time on bnet
throw com monitors out the widows when they get owned
and many more

today i decided to indulge in a game of 6.12b
everything was well
was half owning
then it hit me
like gastric pains that crush your insides very badly
i had gastric pains
however
reluctant to loosen my hold on a fairly fine game
i kept away from de food and stuck to de screen

and so i released enuf butt air to supply a save water mascot
noe those inflated water droplets that got stolen?
yesh those
if i had let everything all out at one go i wldve broken a record
or worse
enshroud myself in the fart and die
making the world a much sadder place

newaez on a more cheery note
happy 17 to yanni
sorry it had to go under a smelly post
ah yes did i mention?
jolin tsai's birthday as well

just happy me

instead of staying home to study 2dae
i spent my day out
no regrets i say
no regrets at all

days like these should happen more often
at least there's smtg else to look forward to
den maybe life wun seem so long
time wun pass so slowly
in fact everything flew past too quickly today
someone should invent a time capsule quick
so can save the time u dun need
and load it out when u need it
cool, no?

which puts me to wonder
will time run too fast for me?
afterall ive been used to a draggy dimension
a sudden acceleration might just unsettle me
forward or retreat?
i dunno
just trust in God everything shld come fine
all i noe is im happy

bbq insects

there's this really strong lamp in my living room
super bright, hot and all
as we all or most know
insects like to hover ard light sources
the bulb, being exposed,
has toasted several insects that have flown its way
after bbq-ing de poor creatures,
the lamp emits some smoke
which is kinda cool and all
but there's the smell as well-
the essence of the insects
sick can
the stench floats up ur nostrils
ugghhhh

just a few days back
several bugs decided to take a field trip to the lamp
approx 3 of them approached the illuminated one at once
that was some smoke man
some smell, too
and even more spectacular was when the bulb cracked
strength in numbers, they say
the burning was too much for the glass

it was a pit of chao tah insects when the lamp was lowered
so beautiful leiii
hmmmm

new template

decided bloggy was due for a change
since i haf e nxt 3days free
cuz of pprs i dun take
tot i cld waste some precious time here
life is good
adieu

No title

Silence. Zach could even hear the pulsating sound of his blood gushing through his veins with every heartbeat, much less the sound of his own breathing. With each step taken down the cobble path, everything became clearer. Zach was stepping out of what seemed to be a shroud of complete nothingness. Zach’s watch, still running on the time he arrived here, read 10:34am.

The sky was blacker than pitch black. Somehow however, Zach could make out a sort of whirlpool above in the heavens, or whatever was above. By now, even with the absence of light, the path that lay ahead was very much illuminated.

He had been walking for quite a while now, but nothing seemed to vary on the plain road that was barricaded by low cobblestone walls. Beyond the cobblestone walls is a pure void. Even nothing seemed too much a word for the empty abyss. Zach felt no sense of evil here. Nor was there joy, sorrow or any emotions that a human soul could grasp. This realm is devoid of everything, anything and nothing.

This is the end of time

The end of time is a dimension where everything that ever existed collapsed and came to an end. Everything – from the entire universe to all the unknowns that were present beyond the universe collapsed; nothing could withstand the test of time. Well, almost everything. Zach, together with the cobblestone path were evidently still in existence.

Still treading aimlessly down the walkway, Zach began to recap how he ended up here in the first place.

Relaxing to the chill morning breeze, Zach stood at the deck of his yacht and watched the seagulls overlap each other in jest. Extending his limbs, he stretched lazily before collapsing into the foldable chair. Zach was totally oblivious to the impending disaster that would soon befall him.

As Zach closed his eyes to listen to the gentle sound of the waves crashing against his yacht, he realized that he could not hear any. He got to his feet and made his way to the side of the yacht. The waves had seized their motion and were indefinitely immobile. However the yacht was still drifting towards a seemingly darker patch of water. It was too late.

Zach suddenly snapped back to reality as he stepped off the cobblestone path into the empty void unconsciously. He tried to jump back onto the cobblestones but found no friction. He began to fall…

Zach fell and fell. There was no end to it. Suddenly, his head ached. His memories from since he landed in the end of time whitewashed. He landed with a thud in pure darkness. It was empty, it was silent. His watch read 10.34pm.

why

the crescent moon depicts the void
as the crimson pieces lay unpatched
sad songs to my core deployed
under my chin are my hands to catch

the rose is real again
it blossoms without restraint
but will planting it end in vain?
the stitched crack again to taint
unspeakable will be the silent pain
is there no other picture to paint?
im tired of losing this unusual game

this is my fear
fear that makes fortresses disappear
to once again be without cheer
alone with that faithful tear

to camp again with a heavy heart
isnt this the actual start?
take that stake and draw my blood
i don't want to crumble under this gray flood

take the pieces and cast them aside
together with the times when i hid and cried
this time i will not suffer and bide
back and forth that is how i died
flushed by the waves and by the tide
to shield the soft belly the weak inside

khingky's book of records

came up with a list of wierd records
or my very own khingky's book of records
with a taste of khingky's believe it or not

longest fart : roughly 12secs
longest bus ride : 6hrs
longest piece of da bian : approx. 23cm
fastest shower : 1.5mins
fastest pang sai session : 2mins
longest crush : 4years
longest stone time : 30+mins
longest sleep : 16hrs
longest phone call : 8pm-5am (9hrs)
longest period without phonecalls : 4months
most amt of cash in wallet at one time : 1k

ok thats all i can tink of fer now
anwz 2dae went acsinternational funfair
haha there was this archery thing we tried
as in with real arrows and bows
my first hit was how nice lah... kinda near e bulls eye
the second however... was miserable
it went at least 5m off mark
piece thru e canvas in e background and went thru e fence to e other side
so malu =(

numbers 23:19
God is not a man, that he should lie
nor a son of man, that he should repent
has he said, and he will not do?
Or has he spoken, and he will not make it good?

hahaha

quenched are the unliving
innumerable the non-existent blessings
undermined are the comings
thrifty to ends the loving
intricate are the proceedings
nocturnal the reminiscing
guessing yet my meaning?


looking looking looking for something?
back to the basics,
only the curious will have something to find

prelims

prelims have started!
first day wasnt so bad
5mins into prelims someone's fone rang
free music
some thought it was quite nice
some thought it was irritating
one poor guy thought "oh shit"
the teachers managed to locate the ringing thing
fished it out from the mass of bags
poor guy

forwards 5 mins
free noise
amidst the silence
and frantic suspense
POOOOOOOOOOT
wah lao
smelly loud lah
literally smelly and loud
it was allegedly zhong han by witness trung
who described zhong han during prep as
"fart like siao lah"
yes those were the exact words of a vietnam scholar
bad singaporean influence

hectic

while taking a piss 2dae
saw this guy who probly din noe wad a zip was
and was oblivious to e fact tt berms reach e knees
so it was amusing to see the fela pull up by the urinal
pull up one side of his berms from his knees up to his crotch
before unleashing little mr tiny to pee
tsktsk
juniors nowadays

an interesting convo ensued during recess
here are but some of the many quotes:

"actually we eat so farmers got food to grow"
"like how we die so need to make coffin?"
"and we shit so they can make newater"
"so that means we breathe so the atmosphere got smtg to do?"

lol.
was bang table funny

intensive art again
smelly loads to do
at least i've attained de least amt of apples possible
great happiness
den again saturday's too close for just a few apples
time for some homework =(

artistic temperment

great holiday!
yes acsi gave us a holiday today
but holiday it was not to be

slotted down to skl at 9
intensive art to 4
smelly moulds keep breaking
so much to do just enough time
but after blogging it'll be too little time

did i mention that my left heel is injured?
happened one day at home
room door was locked
only way to get in
was to climb out toilet window
circle round to my room
jump in
apparently the jumping in wasnt very pretty
thanks to de entanglement of my blinds
which fell as i did
so after rolling ard on e bed for quite some time
had to fix the green prick
or brown, whatever
ouch
cross on thursday lor
and didnt do much trng cuz of tt
hmm
go tkk

IM BACK

oh yesss
MY INTERNET IS BACK UP
for those of u who tot i blogged less
cuz of the coming Os
hahaha?
we ought to catch up some time

my Os preparation has been many many sads
multiple attempts to study have been overrun
only hmwk n evil tchrs remain capable of spurring me on
there is however
that hardworking streak thats cowering somewhere in me
ive found the key to unlock this door
but am too lazy to tap into it
yes so prelims draw close
tsk
irritating fellow that guy is

previously my thoughts have darkened considerably
actions and all, especially when im alone
there was also the fantasy of myself
going around in a black cape
wielding a soul stealing scythe

den recently another piece of fabric was woven into my life
a bright, pompous piece of fabric
it was sewed over that rotting piece of leather
covering what may have been a bad pervasive influence over my life
im grateful and i found joy
as my previous 2 poems will reveal

newaez enuf blogging fer now
gonna defragment my smelly slow comp
take a shower
and hopefully be able to hit the books

her

on this starry starry night
one fit for a baby coo
the stars in the sky blaze so bright
to burn away the lonely blue
the full moon to the backdrop ignite
to chase away the shadow's crew
i find my heart searching for that ray of light
a need to seek a must not might
a desire to find to do
to illuminate my abyssal twilight
for until i find my one love so true
i'll always be looking out to find that special you
but i just might have already

you

me
somewhere out there
beyond the trees
away from the bear
that pesters the bees
you
by the ocean
and in the breeze
from the ocean
near where i breathe
us
to that somewhere of my belief
where hope and faith
are free to retrieve
what
there here and now is what i see
the other half of i and me
my love
perhaps it is not to be
but try i will, i will try and see
if the flowers will bloom for you for me
for if there is a perhaps a maybe
try i will, i will try and see

ntg to blog abt actually
but decided to blog for the sake of blogging

ok ive stoned here for quite a while
cant think of anything worth blogging abt

oh yes chinese Os
b3 oral distinction
ok its pretty sad considering its my best sub
but somehow i saw it coming
at least got that distinction there
can retake

newaez gov is fair
we asked lee hsien loong's son wad he got
c6
see the social studies textbook aint all that wrong
but somehow all the As went to girls this year
so far i only noe of one A in school

so thats that

ok ive lost my touch
dunno wad to blog abt
lalala

en guarde

the pressure is applied
blood begins to ooze out
ahhh
but he is not satisfied
the pressure is applied
and finally the climax comes-
the pus spills out

and that was the summary
of how i battled the big pimple on my nose
or as i prefer to call it
the tumour

for now i have followed in the path of lance armstrong
and battled the horrors of cancer
so i shall excel

if it is to be
it is up to me

ugh

just watched discovery channel
documentry on flat fish
found one part particularly funny

"the flatfish don't fight to mate with the female
they fight to decide who's male.
they have a body part for this purpose - the penis.
they also have the art of penis fighting
where they try to pierce the skin of one of the opponent's
penises with their own 2.
the winner gets to mate without needing to care for
the little flatfishes that are to come"

haircut

dear readers
please do pardon me for this rant entry

u cannot imagine how pissed i am
i'm suprised that im actually pissed
THAT HAIRSTYLIST MESSED UP MY HAIR
OMP

"not short please"
"ok"

and now im infested with 2,3 cm hair strands
for the 7th month in a row!~
roar
they nvr do listen
now i'll have to wait another 3 months for it to grow back
oh the horrors
somebody's gonna be getting real hurt
and i just saw the mirror just now
ITS UNEVEN
ompompompomp

ok im suprised at having teenage angst
BUT OH WHY THE HAIR?!?!

breathe
im ok! =)

move house

in case u didn noe
ima moving house
upper upper thomson
heh no typo there
its near sembawang
and de zoo~
can visit irving everyday

newaez there's this smelly big bee hive there
at nite if the windows are open
and lights all switched on
they fly in
last night i slept there with 12 bees
by the morning they died from either hunger or cold
my sis on the other hand
got stung on the hand
started swelling up and today shes got fever
slept thru the whole day
are bee stings venomous?

move house

great discovery today
xide has a long face
xide has tumors on either side of his cheeks
xide spits different coloured liquids
xide's face is between his legs
of course, we can guess what is on his shoulders

hi xeed
i can imagine the look on ur face now
yay! =P
im still sick so dun fry me
or cum on me for tt matter

cldnt tink of anything to blog for days
so xide shall be the victim
that is all

track finals draw to a close
almost died for the thing
hengly, thru God's grace, i didnt run tt race
found that if i ran the virus wldve stopped my heart
poof
no more kenneth khing
the world becomes a sadder place

newaez wldnt haf made a diff if i ran
even if i won it wldve made the overall loss worse
we wldve lost by just 3 points
which kinda sucks

finally
fresh wood is added to the fire
finally
a hand fans the flame
behold
it is re-ignited
alas
nothing much is the same
however
i'd rather have it this way
than for it to be doused again

sweet

dethroned

and so my reign on the 800 throne ends
no more khing of 800
now its zhen jie of 800
but the timing was... heck slow?
everyone was tired lah
yesterday was either 4x4, 1500 or 400
no one performed i guess
cept farrel lah
who beat his pb by 3 secs
and still held his head aft he crossed the line

the end

so anwz
backtrack backtrack
12 JULY:
HAPPY SISTER'S DAY.
goes out to caijing from jie =)

backtrack backtrack
was showering at cck one trng
xide n i were showering simultaneously in neighbouring cubicles
"khing... damn sick noe u"
"ur pubic hair floated to my cubicle"
apparently aroused
xide went on to make a big fuss out of it
he was proud

forward 5mins
kev n jon showering simultaneously in neighbouring cubicles
the shower dere very good
twist the knob can change temperature one
jon "aye how to change the temp. ah"
xide "turn the thing"
kev "NO PULL PULL PULL THE THING"
jon "its not getting any warmer"
kev "YOU'RE NOT PULLING IT RIGHT"
lolx
were going crazy in there

did i mention?
we took a pic of jon showering
YES XIDE TOOK JON NOT ME
i took kev but it was deleted
he was wearing pants =(

that song

ive joined the blogs-with-music club
a club i never tot i wldve joined
cuz i dun like blogs with music
but this song gave me lots to think abt
esp on this gloom, rainy afternoon
so here it is and im gonna blog abt it
if u will, listen and read

the song stirred up smtg in me
i cant quite grasp it properly
but it feels really familiar
amidst all the morbid strifes of life
it stands out in vibrant colors
balancing the entire equation
it makes life seem good to live again

i've felt this before
though now i've lost it
deep down i noe that out there somewhere
across the ugly landscape
and over the poluted seas
it lies in wait somewhere
silently waiting for me to discover it again
to embrace this feeling God gave us
to couple with sunrises and sunsets
to fuse with swaying daffodils
to marry with silent rainfalls
to find that joy once again

ive never thought much of it before
but perhaps this is the void i need to fill
the missing piece to the puzzle perhaps
to fill what seems empty
to drown out the meaninglessness of it all

even if finding it leaves me still empty
i guess it'll still be better than right now
grasping at seemingly nothing
at least i have something to seek and find
a goal i believe is beautiful
a picture painted with only bright colors
and innocent, naive intentions

whack

recently ive started studying harder again
wonder why
anw if u tink its cuz of Os
i'll start by asking if u noe my name
shoo

if im gonna end up like lance armstrong one day
as in testicular cancer and all
it'll definitely be the left one
thanks to a habit of mine i noticed
which involves having wallet in right pocket
and handfone in left
it has rung and kena smsed there so many times
ting-a-ling down dere's gonna drop right off one day
or perhaps grow a tumor
whatever it is
im keeping it this way
rather than switch and have 2 tumors
and 4 lumps

skl's been pretty kind so far
i mean well there's still hmwk and clashing and all
but ntg earthshaking
notice i didnt use yet there
not yet, at least
hmmm

oh btw read this on newpaper sometime ago
it was at the bottom of a whole list of puns
read it out loud:

"we sent 10 puns out to some ppl
in hope they would laugh
but no pun in ten did"

backdate

remember that day
the nite b4 aircon set timer
set abit too early
so was sweating in blankie and all
woke up late so had to rush nvr shower
tim "u stink!"
me "i'm a man of many smells"
tim "no... one smell only"
"smelly"

newaez had triathlon ytd
haha stupid swim caps
there were blue, lite blue, white and purple
was wearing purple
newaez there was the first wave
"blue caps pls step forward"
being color deficient
i tink i can be forgiven for stepping up
nvr mind if i stood right way infront
and the guy beside me had to tap my shoulder
tell me i was wearing wrong cap
and den i pretend pretend tot i was wearing blue
SO MALU
grrr
the race was overally quite gd lah
improved 8 mins from last yr
1:11
which wldve got me 1st last yr
this yr competition was tough
den here comes the cruel twist
i checked the top3 results
3rd was 1:14
and im not there
HOPE they made a mistake
cuz i was in e 3rd wave and mayb dey didn minus off the 6mins
PLEASE do not let the german guy with 3rd go home

i tink the wave system sucks
errors like these occur
and u cant tell if u're winning or not
cant get to enjoy the moment and the crowd
dun get the full experience package

newaez aft church ytd
went to the 174 bus stop
waited 45mins
every bus came twice
174 zero
fedddddup
walked across the road to take 93
and yes
the sad thing happened
no, dun make me go into it
or i shall fall into the pits of depression
sob sob

first day

and so it ends
GOD SPOKE
i prayed
i flipped the bible
and there it was
a seemingly meaningless chapter
held all the answers i sought
i took the hard way out

not a carpet i will walk
but a cobble road i shall tread
a rough path i will travel
but with them on my side
i cannot fear

no decisions made

i cant come to a conclusion still
but i've ruled one out
now 2 remains
but i still am clueless
there's no time for me to ponder
i must choose

carpets

the carpets are rolled out
in no particular order
the yellow, the blue and the green
where my footprints will taint i cannot say
i am inconclusive

far reaching cries
and the far fletched theories elude me
my position forbids knowledge
i am not prepared to just try
the pros and cons outweigh themselves
there is no clear line
smokescreens obscure my sight
i cannot see

my answer i cannot find
the pieces i found
form no core of the puzzle
the bits and pieces mean less
where must i tread upon

phyics

a poem i will write
for my attempt to study physics
from the morn till this night

the re exams come on the break of the morrow
yet only today in the text i started to burrow
140 pages was all i had
but too many breaks i had to take
so 12 hrs ago is when i started
page 134 shows my study speed is quite retarded
`tis not a sin to be tempted
but to fall into sin, is
distractions many there were
from dota to apples to newpaper
just when i was about to brand my attention a jerk
i found that i study best in the toilet
3 chapters in 10mins i had covered
but holes in the ceiling had me kinda cowered
instead of the many things i shld b mugging
here i am still blogging
foregoing the precious sleep i will need
i m here to answer my desire's pleads
as u can see this poem is quite long
the minutes i wasted comes no less than in throngs
so adieu for now
i m off to study liao

there r holes in my toilet ceiling
the aircon ppl cldnt finish e work 2dae
so left lots and lots of holes
hope no critters fall into my hse or aniting

newaez
found that if u wanna shit
but cant really force stuffs out
u shld go into the shower
and spray straight into e abyss of darkness
cuz while ur body is forcing it out
u're pushing it in
the rebellious side of u kicks in
and kicks the crap outta u
literally

was changing up in toilet aft trng
den suddenly seet did a chin up
on yy's cubicle door
seet "wah i saw yy's ass. damn white"
yy "oiiii~ basketball u"
so seet proceeds to his cubicle and changes up
yy, enraged, stops his shower halfway
does a chin up on seet's cubicle door
seet" oiii~ u wanna see ah?"
what followed after i did not know
actually neither do i want to

today was another funny xide day
dota again
for the unenlightened
u will find no truth here
haha and so we were happily playing
den in a solemn
actually retarded face
xide whispers to me
"khing... im stuck"
alas, his dagger of escape stranded him on a ledge
right outside de enemy camp
haha
it was his expression that set me off

i luv holiday life

slack

and so i failed to study again
cant seem to put my mind to it
where did all the determination go?

slacking ard is fun
doing ntg is nice
feeling bored is pleasurable

beats going to school

cant really understand ppl
hu miss skl during e hols
what???
maybe its just me
or rather, the minority
i'd rather have more hmwk and hols
den less hmwk and school
brrr

july beckons
the hols are drawing to a close
the morrow bids the end a louder hello
i cant stop this occurance tho i wished i could
the waves still beat against the shore
the moon still orbits round the earth
this battle against time i cannot win
as i am slain over and over again
a booming voice bellows:
"owning"

man of boredom here to blog
impart my boredom, i shall
you have been warned

today
khingky played dota
khingky got owned
khingky played another round
khingky owned
that is all!

12/7 morn: 800 heats
14/7 morn: 1500 heats
15/7 morn: 800 finals
20/7 afte: 1500 finals

to whom it may concern:

shhhhh!
speak no more
that's for me
hear no more
i shall not speak
too much you know
yet too little you realize
rigidity will cost you knowledge
but probe and still play your chances
your call

funny

15hundred was...
kinda interesting
okok run

and so i did the first 10m fast
big deal
apparently it was, to the rest
i became the unanimous pace maker
lol??
by which i did a crap of a job
the first 3 was a joke
or rather, a jog
well and fine for me tho
if only nats can liddat oso
steady pom pi pi

lan-ed with acx again
this time tho
we had special guest
one of the 3 prodigies of 2003 track
baskets
reproduced his performance in dota
which wld b quite ok actually
if he didnt tell us he sucked =(

newaez
GOD IS GOOD
was just walking walking today
den this fruit fell from a tree
just missed my head
hit my foot
right, not centre
wahh heng
den the next tree i came to
there was this
giant jackfruit at its roots
0.0
yay nvr tong tong qiang

roar

2.09.52

sad sad run
tactically correct
which is even sadder
sob sob
so currently
i've beaten my sec2 time twice
sad sad record oso

newaez
there was an innovative vending machine at tp
haha
there was this column
that had a 'mystery drink'
not sure if it's different everytime u press
but i sure didnt want a second try

15hundred 2ml
lets see where i stand
very hopefully infront =)

music

just struck me
the music we (at least i) listen to
apart from sounding good
sometimes represent our thoughts
what we think or feel
ponder or wonder
so with that
i leave u all with a puzzle
my new top20:

1. Just To Be The Next To Be With You - Mr.Big
2. Jerk It Out - Caesar's Palace
3. Speed Of Sound - Coldplay
4. Dear Jamie... Sincerely Me - Hellogoodbye
5. I Saw It On Your Keyboard - Hellogoodbye
6. Goodnight Goodnight - Hot Hot Seat
7. Touch Down Turn Around - Hellogoodbye
8. Sitting, Waiting, Wishing - Jack Jackson
9. Russel An Shwanz - Wir Sind Helden
10. Tide Is High - Atomic Kitten
11. You Make Me Wanna - Blue
12. Breathe - Michelle Branch
13. Toxic Girl - Kings Of Convenience
14. Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn - Hellogoodbye
15. Call And Return - Hellogoodbye
16. Qi Li Xiang - Jay Chou
17. Tisbury Lane - Mae
18. Bonnie Taylor Shakedown - Hellogoodbye
19. Who Am I - Casting Crowns
20. I Just Think She's The Best - Hellogoodbye

hellogoodbye ownage again!!
SUPPORT HELLOGOODBYE

no blog?

recently more and more ppl stopped bloggin
what gives?
some were avid bloggers,
others just occasional bloggers.
different bloggers alike quit altogether
can someone explain this phenomenon???

one case may be known as
the kevin ng case
whereby the user forgets the login pass
and therefore is unable to blog
and also unable to remove the stagnant blog
which results in readers
starin at the same line
over perhaps months
one such example (from no particular blog):

January 20, 2005
Back from Kluang everybody!

as such
we can infer that this pervasive situation
has many influencing factors
and is unlikely to be contained
right now
we can only hope
that the existing bloggers
will keep faith in their blogs
and prevent blogs being listed
under "endangered species"

this is kenneth khing, singapore

to run

just talked to an ex general
in track, that is
a name that struck fear into fellow runners
a name, when mentioned, made ppl cringe
menacing speed, he had
800 was his event

of course, that was the past
he had since golden baisin wash hand
retired from the rounds on red rubber

he's now a mountain biker
and still a cool guy
says he'll come down to watch me run
run that 2 rounds

so now there's all the more reason to run well
there's more motivation for me
his support worked some wonders
gave me some push
cuz i want to see him back
clad in his running kit
armed with his spikes
and to run alongside him once again

let my run
turn him back
come back, my friend

roar
cycled to skl in e morn
thing is
just outside my hse
found tt both tires airless
so it was a bumpy, scary 1.5hr ride
got my wrist injured in e process

nats are coming
i tink im progressing alright
heres a summary

lasting power - 40%
holding power - 60%
speed - 94%

cannot slp

the time now is 3.18am
roar
i went to bed at 10
never slpt a wink
dun like these kinda times
realli realli irritating
cuz they owaez happen when u nid slp
so here i am
trying to strain my eyes on e comp
so hopefully i can slp soon

self proclaimed last day

lee said he's happy when he shits
esp aft holding it fer quite long
claims he smiles while he shits
*imagines*
oh like,
LOL

anwz while i sat down to crap just now
i kinda started thinking
what makes me happy?
what would make me smile when i tink of it?
so i found that it was memories
fished out from my rusty memory banks
jokes, jacks, pranks, nonsense and more
and so as i flipped through each page
i began to smile as well
guess darren wasnt e only one
to crap and smile simultaneously
hurr

what makes you happy?

nothing to blog

nothing to blog
therefore pointlessness
will be the theme for today


this is a word. wait it just became a phrase. or was it a sentence? whatever. now i have sentences! this is bad. i just wanted a word!! now i have sentences? hold on this is beginning to look like a paragraph. holy cow. i have a paragraph. whether it is the head body or tail i have no idea but this is a paragraph. soon i predict a novel. in accordance to the prophecy this shall become a novel!

questions without answers

now four bubbles arose from that lava pit
one was a clear, unblemished bubble
one was a sub of another
one was an oval bubble, pointing in just one direction
and the other was a black bubble

but just one of these bubbles
held within itself, light

a straight path
a coincidence
a plot
or a sub plot?

there is no end to the questions
the bubbles will split

but for now
i'm safer not moving
when the time comes
i'll still need to decide
to burst or not to burst
roar

newspaper

experimenting abdullah's newspaper writing

hope it works out

here goes

Punked

report by:Kenneth Khing

On the 6th of June at approximately 3:30pm in a classroom of a well-known school, a senior prefect of the school was the victim of an awful prank by his peers.

Kenneth, 16 (not his real name) alleged that he was locked out of class by his classmates, who had used a stack of chairs to jam the door handle and renderering the class inadmittable. At this point of time, his mobile phone was supposed to have been within the class, at the mercy of his fellow classmates.

Desperate situations called for desperate measures.

In a moment of sheer genius inspiration, Kenneth ransacked the free lockers outside the class and found a file thin enough to slide under the door while strong enough to withstand considerable pressure.

Jamming the file under the door slit where he estimated the leg of the chair would be, the chairs were jerked out of position and therefore he made his entry. Such creativity must be applauded and perhaps awarded a Nobel Prize.

Upon entry, he allegedly found his mobile in the possesion of Irving, 16 (not his real name) who ran out of class, together with the Nokia 3300.

Running late, Kenneth had to rush to the school's lecture theater for an Additional Mathematics lecture. Just before it commenced, a tampered, but camouflaged mobile phone was returned to Kenneth.

Upon return to the class, Kenneth was informed by Irving and another classmate Joel 16, (not his real name) that they had sent a suggestive and kinky message to person A.

A series of denial, explanation and desperate smses were sent to, and another set of disbelief and disgust were sent fro. Person A was by no means trusting Kenneth. The last sms that was received by Kenneth at exactly 15:59:58 wreaked the most Havoc:

"U r on gotcha in Jacob.Im irving"

Apparently, Irving had changed person A's number to his, and was engaged in an all-out mission to traumatize Kenneth under the pretence of person A. Kenneth did not take this well. In a frenzied rage, a broom, a fire extinguisher and even a keyboard became weapons in a classic no-holds-barred battle royal.

However Kenneth's undeniably good temper had prevented him from embarking on such a killing spree.

Said Irving, when confronted about the incident: "It wasn't me!" said the big, brawny young man "it was Joel! I'm only the subordinate!"

In an extremely cool reply, Kenneth went on to announce: "What (beep) doth thou speaketh of?"

Unconvinced, Kenneth decided to let loose his rage, commonly known as hell, and eclared armageddon on Irving and Joel, whoever the culprit may have been.

Sensing danger, Irving's arms suddenly extended in length, almost touching his toes. He had metamorphosized into a gorilla. Such was the resemblance that other than the arms, nothing else changed. Amongst the 'hoo hoo hah hah', Irving leaped out the classroom window and plummelled down the third story of the building, landing on a tree whereby he skillfully swung himself down to safety.

Joel on the other hand, took the front door.

No physical casualties, be it human or animal was recorded.

sunday morning he was sleeping

gave sora a wipe down today
not that easy noe
she's got the curves and all
lots of hard to reach places
oh and brought her to e shop to change her rear
now i can ride her again

and so i need rest
zzzzzz

"Beep beep beEP BEEP BEEP"
..i..The alarm volume ascended in futile. They contribute nil to rousing him from the abyss of his slumber. His ears permit no intrusion.
thinkThis goes on for an hour when finally, fatigue overtakes his mobile. It falls back into its own deep sleep.


.i'm.The sleeper awakes. In under five and a half hours later. Stretching lazily, he sighs in relief. The weekend break is a massive welcome after five gruelling days of battling various tremors at 121 Dover Road. Outside, the gentle breeze ruffles the dangling leaves of the oakwood, dissipating the Sun's rays into a distorted array; an unrehearsed dance.
..in.The stark realisation hits him.
.loveHe slept through Kien Mau's training.

and so it goes
i missed another day of trng
mite as well lah
im shagged out
i cld lie on the floor whole day
and drool the whole house wet

didn stop me from cycling to church tho
just alot alot alot slower
which still is kinda cool

the uncool part came at night on the return trip
fragments of stones along the road are a commonsight
therefore i paid little heed to the tiny distractions
however today spoke of a different story
soaring with sora down city hall
ahead was suntec city
while to my left was nicoll highway
swerving towards the once-shaky highway
the exposed side of sora's back tires brushed some stones
some nastily sharp ones, too

POP

even through my headphones
the punture was rather evident
with ard 15km to go
i prayed for journey mercies
and embarked on a rough ride home
it's been a long time since i burst a tire
so the reverberations were a rude irritation
coupled with a poor choice of underwear
which caused the marbles to spill out the sides
it was an irritation indeed
a whole 15km of irritation
roar

baaammmm

"Beep beep beEP BEEP BEEP"
The alarm volume ascended in futile. They contribute nil to rousing him from the abyss of his slumber. His ears permit no intrusion.
This goes on for an hour when finally, fatigue overtakes his mobile. It falls back into its own deep sleep.


The sleeper awakes. In under five and a half hours later. Stretching lazily, he sighs in relief. The weekend break is a massive welcome after five gruelling days of battling various tremors at 121 Dover Road. Outside, the gentle breeze ruffles the dangling leaves of the oakwood, dissipating the Sun's rays into a distorted array; an unrehearsed dance.
The stark realisation hits him.
He slept through Kien Mau's training.

and so it goes
i missed another day of trng
mite as well lah
im shagged out
i cld lie on the floor whole day
and drool the whole house wet

didn stop me from cycling to church tho
just alot alot alot slower
which still is kinda cool

the uncool part came at night on the return trip
fragments of stones along the road are a commonsight
therefore i paid little heed to the tiny distractions
however today spoke of a different story
soaring with sora down city hall
ahead was suntec city
while to my left was nicoll highway
swerving towards the once-shaky highway
the exposed side of sora's back tires brushed some stones
some nastily sharp ones, too

POP

even through my headphones
the punture was rather evident
with ard 15km to go
i prayed for journey mercies
and embarked on a rough ride home
it's been a long time since i burst a tire
so the reverberations were a rude irritation
coupled with a poor choice of underwear
which caused the marbles to spill out the sides
it was an irritation indeed
a whole 15km of irritation
roar

end of first half

ntg much outta e ordinary 2dae
cept that they brought binocs to bird watch
hardcore ogglers
i tink i'll bring mine nxt week

oh fergot to mention yesterdae
quote from saran in toilet

"my ass is not a sexual organ"

bad day

hmmm ok so today wasnt a happy one
i didn show it
but i got kinda angry a few times
feel like roaring
roar
yay i feel better
roar

kien mau

yes kien mau
just committed new coach's name to heart
had first actual trng 2dae which ate into dinner time
anwz it was realy good
and i was really suprised that i cld still sprint
how qool

newaez got abit sleepy in class
dawdled this poem/riddle/random tots
decipher

quaff

A simple and broken
full yet empty
Metamorphosis in the twilight
the tweaking of a king
his abdication and aberation
the ascension an eluded mystery
By fusion and integration
but an integration without fusion
the bloody mass lay in pieces
its ornate figure disfigured
Though they embark on embedding
and stealing through the lofty loot
a void in the depths of the abyss is all they find
for he has no answer to his own riddle

conc camp

conc camp day1
rather fun i shld say
if skl were like tt
i wld definitely do better
excluding the go home at 9.30pm part of cuz

today during recreational time
i scored my best ever soccer goal
wonder sia
as usual, i played defense
and from 35m out
on the 40m long field
i whacked an aerial ball
and it went in
just under the bar
whee

newaez
tink if i ever get prostrate cancer
it'll b on e left
cuz of habit
hp, mp3 player always on e left
right reserved for wallet
is tt logical?

hi blog

hi blog
remember when u were still a budding blog
under a different name?
well i do
it was well over 3 years ago
the first layout was a colorful ugly thing
den in de end u were clothed in a beautiful template
powered by one of avril lavigne's songs
and finally i changed ur name
and here u are
still going strong

those were the days
when i blogged mundane daily matters on u
no longer
u will not be ashamed

for most of ur existence
i haf blogged on u daily
u became an integral part of my nite life
u became a habit
u became just me

thank u fer always being there
thanx fer nvr complaining
for the times when i crapped on in u
for the times i sweared on u
for the times i abused u
for the times i made u look obscence and kinky

thanx bloggy

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btw. chinese Os were easy weasy

chinese Os beforemath

its de eve of de chinese Os
and yet i am here
blogging
while i still haf a quarter of study more to go
i need some stress
my report book reads:

"kenneth is a competitive pupil who is able to put forth constructive ideas. He also demonstrates ability to cope with stress in a calm manner"

ability my foot
no stress to cope
need to feel stressed

newaez i skipped doing sec1 and 2
too many words to rmb
roar
wish i cld do nxt yr's ppr

newaez
i've got a third jc invitation 2dae
doesnt do much to deter my choice tho
but its really really flattering
and it further inflates my ego

bibi

2daes my most memorable biathlon ever

so today's my first ever biathlon
fat screw up
basically at the swim lah
was beaten by girls (again)
and was one of e last outta e water
how embarrassing
the run wasnt any better
sad, sad run =(

oh father was telling me bout
how a neighbour noticed 'polygon' on my bike
and tot that it was e name
which isnt, cuz its e brand
newaez my father was like
who in the blue world wld give their bike a name??
haha
i liked his reaction when i told him my bike's called sora

so today
happy 15 to shangrong, for living 5475 days
and happy 16 to eva, for living 5840 days

wasted

laughed a lifetime worth of lufter today
with who else but part of acx

b4 tt was my first trng wif new coach
eh ntg much cuz few of us got aquathon 2ml

tt is all

living daylights

can you see it flicker before your very own eyes? a wilting flower, a fading shadow. with the falling of the sand in the glass bringing about its disintegration, its weathering. like a gem that is smoothened, part of it is rejected and seeved out. the gem becomes smaller, but it gleams with pride and arrogance. the test of time abdicates the many kings and hails the ascension of stronger, more vibrant rulers. stagnating is simply an extreme aberation. who can stand the test of time?

for now, the planets will not cease their orbit. alignments and eclipses are mere coincidences of time and signals not the halting of time itself. why then do we treasure these occurances? its rarity is invalid. rarity is abound these days.

my alter being trails off as i dig deep into them. the core idea is just beyond my grasp. i end up with fragments of unjudged thoughts. are they mere illusions? or just part of nature's means to help us justify our very existence that never really existed in some form of virtual reality? is there reality to start with? perhaps these are all plots of mother earth to keep its, so to speak, governors treading upon this realm?

isnt being held back from what we cannot visualise a possibility? held back under the pretense of what many see as 'meaning' while gritting through trials and tribulations. all a scam? a plan to restrain us from ever reaching that better place we never knew and can never fathom? is that why the old die, because they have seen enough and are therefore unconsciously whisking free from the wrath of an unseen force? a force that inflicts pain, suffering and strifes to those that disobey it?

i find myself unable to catch up with myself. i find myself not understanding myself. wierd, no? or is this the same with everyone else?

job 29:28

oh and b4 i forget
here's another bible verse i like

And this is what He says to all humanity
"The fear of the Lord is true wisdom;
to forsake evil is real understanding"

-Job 29:28

without school

skipped skl 2dae
woke up and woke father up
he looked at the clock
i looked at the clock
half past seven
we exchanged glances
"nah" we decided
and that is how i got to skip skl

after today
home schooling becomes more appealing

wtvr
had a game of fart lek wif e waves at east coast again
got caught once
so like, roar my shoes are wet
cuz of one fast wave

chinese Os are coming
have covered 6 chapters
dun intend to do sec 1 2
issit a mistake?
dun be

results!

results are back!
frankly im kinda happy wif em
altho its e highest L1R5 ive ever got

english - 59 (??????????)
chinese - 68
emath - 62 (!!!!)
amath - 60 (!!!!!!!!)
art - 60
geog - 66
ss - 58 (?!?!?!?!?!?)
physics - 49 =(

legend:
(??????????) - huh????
(!!!!) - whoa
(!!!!!!!!!) - whoa ho ho
(?!?!?!?!?!?) - why?????
=( - roar

yes roar.
tsk.
newaez
chinese iz joint 4th in lvl with teck huat
which kinda sucks
b3 fer 4th is really bad
goes to show how cruel the setters were

newaez im a lucky penus
emath marker was lenient
the 228 divide by 12 error was overlooked
i got the full 3 marks =)

and jam beat me to last in lvl fer art
must be the 2 shapeless apples i casted =)