imposter

its been almost 3 years since i started blogging
ard 2 years since ive had a tagboard
and finally
so finally
i have an imposter
finally someone got it into his/her/its head
to tag as khingky
and leave a khingky message

yes i dun read love hina at all
the khingky on the tagboard's a fake

congratulations on being imposter number1
unfortunately there will be no prize
but there will be a shoo-ing off
being the first however
u get the honor of being shoo-ed on an entry
instead of a measly tag
shoo shoo

how would you know

how would you really know
if u did something wrong?
if no one told you
if no one showed you
if you couldnt tell
or if someone didnt want to?

you've never had a guide
neither alive nor not
you've always did what you liked
no one cared if u did or not
you never heard what was bad
you were never taught
you lived your own life
you never knew God

how then, do you tell?

u can just feel it
pain comes along with it
something just stirs you
that voice you hear is always true

there is a consequence for every bad thing done
an apple tree bears apples
an apple tree never drops mangoes
so a bad deed bears bad returns
nothing good from bad will churn
maybe to start with there will be
but look beyond that and subsequently
in the end you fall quite terribly

be a good boy/girl/boy-girl/thing today

who knows we know

he looks left
she looks right
the sky falls
nothing is in sight

he thinks he can
she thinks she will
they proceed together
who for who to bail?

despite that thought
they take the chance
to tread this path
together they advance
to find if the will of God
is in line with theirs
run their races together
hand in hand

o level inc

thanks to inspiration from samchews blog
ive perversed the lyrics of feel good inc
to suit that of the impending doom of e Os we feel
well the handful of us

cambridge's breaking down on the students backs
but they just have to mug and cannot hold back
so all u go and piss its apealling to see
you wun get outta audi once you're almost free
you got a new accustomation its a studious style
a melancholy hall where they never smile
and all i never wanna hear is the teacher speak
now put your pens down or u're deemed a cheat

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

chlorine gas these concepts, scale maps
lining em up like foreceps
no khingky running on the track
its the o level attack
shit im doing all these papers in the heart of this here
neighbour oso doing everything in the heart of this here
watch me as i graduate
ah ha ha ha ha
yo we gonna be profound
these notes we found
with pens down
your're in my place
gonna clear the dust
off the brains of us
with pens down
you kill the ink
so dun stop practice, practice
untill you're a million brain cells poorer
watch the way i score my A
ah ha ha ha ha

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

dun stop practice, practice
we are your teachers speaking
steady weady graduate
ah ha ha ha

in days of yore

thanks to inspiration from samchews blog
ive perversed the lyrics of feel good inc
to suit that of the impending doom of e Os we feel
well the handful of us

cambridge's breaking down on the students backs
but they just have to mug and cannot hold back
so all u go and piss its apealling to see
you wun get outta audi once you're almost free
you got a new accustomation its a studious style
a melancholy hall where they never smile
and all i never wanna hear is the teacher speak
now put your pens down or u're deemed a cheat

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

chlorine gas these concepts, scale maps
lining em up like foreceps
no khingky running on the track
its the o level attack
shit im doing all these papers in the heart of this here
neighbour oso doing everything in the heart of this here
watch me as i graduate
ah ha ha ha ha
yo we gonna be profound
these notes we found
with pens down
your're in my place
gonna clear the dust
off the brains of us
with pens down
you kill the ink
so dun stop practice, practice
untill you're a million brain cells poorer
watch the way i score my A
ah ha ha ha ha

papers, papers for the man
undone forever, pen in hand
take it all in on your stride
it is sinking, falling down
undone forever but papers free
undone forever you and me
papers, papers for the man
is everybody in?...

dun stop practice, practice
we are your teachers speaking
steady weady graduate
ah ha ha ha

cooked reptile

orhh that day went trng at acjc
everything was fun fine and everything la
den aft tt went to shower
look in e mirror realised my hair was still wet
den dun wan use towel liao
cuz stuffed it together with the smelly dirty clothes
so use the stationary hair dryer
a.k.a the regular toilet hand dryer

was happily drying the back of my head
means looking down la
den suddenly felt something resting on my hair
backed off to see what it was
something was half sticking out of e dryer
couldnt quite tell wad it was
just that it had legs and a tail...

it was a cooked lizard
AND IT TOUCHED MY HAIR
so ya went to wash hair again
stupid lizard

moral of story:
if u're drying ur hair halfway
using some public dryer
and some touches your hair
its just ur imagination
dun look

ooze

today was a day of oozing, one of innumerable time wastage. the minutes spent lazing around came in throngs. bathing in the light emitting from the computer screen, my tired eyelids move closer to each other, looking to lock the eyelashes and call it a day.

acherly ah
why am i trying to type good engrish?
after all ah
limpei is singabolean
must have singabolean book shit (ben fen)

today basically is sibei sian. come home after tuition den nua everywhere all over the place. siao liao o lever wan come liao leh liddat how can? i is see monitor screen see until my eye bo bak sai, den become more small small. so tink better siam to kun now. kan ni yi hou (see u later)

whee

and so art is OVER
p1 at least
like roy said
sitting down to study will b easier
much easier
see art's actually quite gd

newaez had some form of celebration aft tt
so today's date is 161005
i will remember today
sweet

sigh

interesting convo ensued in toilet today
xia and i both had raging da bian at e same time
thus, to shit we went

me "aye i pang sai very tua sya one ah"
xia "you noe how to pang sai one ornot?"
"must control la"
"breathe in... breathe out..."
"just dun breathe out from down there"

thereafter we began to discuss all abt e art of shitting
xia "pang sai need to concentrate one noe"
which i blatantly ignored and continued talking
xia "haiya dun tok to me i need to shit"

then today, jamien made me cry
he needed to see how a tear rolls down e cheek
and i had eye mo in my pencil case
so cried for him

my handphone died on me
the left button's dead
and it switches off when u slide it
at the most inappropriate of times, i shld say

im sorry i caused you some grief some pain
i am content i really am
actually its not ur fault more so mine
there's not much to say except im sorry
goodnight

the horizon

its almost 4am n here i am
awake from e 6-12 nap
newaez
here's the rough plan
from now till next sat:
A-R-T
yes art
project looks like its just gonna complete in time
not much touching up time on hand
den still got the workbk to do
gahhh
whack

what comes thereafter not planned yet
but what comes after Os have
heh yes im looking way far ahead
long sightedness
under my nose oso cannot see
later trip and fall
newaez after Os im gonna

STONE
swim run cycle
swim run cycle
swim run cycle
take a holiday, alone or not
learn to cook
play dota
decorate room
learn lyrics to many songs

those are well, just plans
but some are quite certain to go on

church camp
prefects camp ( i tink )
excercise
go on a trip
buy new books
say i do

haii its another full saturday
not sure if can pull through if i dun slp now
heck
gonna go play some liero now

spending time with God

long email
too lazy to forward
but impt so guess it shld come here
reach out to a more intended group of ppl

Hello all,
pls take time to read this. something to think about...Eh..Read onlyif you have time for God. Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.God, when I received this e-mail, I thought... I don't have time for this ... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is...Exactly,
what has caused a lot of the problems in our world today. We try to keep God in Church on Sunday morning... Maybe, Sunday night... And, the unlikely event of a midweek service. We do like to have Him around during sickness... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...
Because... That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own. May God forgive me for ever thinking... That.. there is a time or place where... HE is not to be FIRST in my life. We should always have time to remember all HE has done or us. If, You aren't ashamed to do this... Please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."

Not ashamed?
Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!
Yes, I do Love God.
HE is my source of existence
and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and every day.
Without Him, I will be nothing.
Without Him, I am nothing.
But, with strengthens me. (Phil 4:13) >>This is
the simplest
test ..
If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you... Send this to other christians! I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus..DoYou love Him?


THE POEM
I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came,
I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the
time"

Now do you have the time to pass it on?
Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard
Why is it so hard to tell the truth but
Yet so easy to tell a lie

Why are we so sleepy in church but
Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God
But yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine,
but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail,
but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but
yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to
forward this, or delete it?
Just remember-God is watching you.

Prayer Wheel-
Let's see the devil stop this one! Here's what the wheel is all about. When you
receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you.... That's all you have to do... There is nothing attached... This is so powerful.... Do not stop the wheel, please.... Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best
one.... There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS! May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true.
Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it? There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the
pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to
speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there,
son?"
"Just some old birds," came the reply.
"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.
"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered
"I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em
fight. I'm gonna have a real good time."
"But you'll get tired of those birds sooner orlater. What will you do?"
"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy.
"They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."
The pastor was silent for a moment.
"How much do you want for those birds, son?"
"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister.
They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing.
They ain't even pretty!"
"How much?" the pastor asked again.
The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and
said,"$10?"
The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone. The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot. Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds
out, setting them free. Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and
then the pastor began to tell this story.One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and
boasting."Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there.. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach
them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how
to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"
"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly.
"How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked.
"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and
they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"
How much?" He asked again.
Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."
Jesus said, "DONE!"
Then He paid the price.
The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes:
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but
still follow Satan who, by the way, also "believes" in God) Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire,but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing? Isn't
it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them. Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me. I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them. And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it
was sent out to many more
For the life of the flesh is in the blood: and I have given it to you upon the altar to make an atonement for your souls: for it is the blood that maketh an atonement for the soul. The fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

spending time with God

prelims are out

results are out
and i am happy
ok so there were tons of moderation
but when was there not?
so the school has saved me from gg over 2o
its a 8 point improvement over my best of 21 i guess
here's the honor roll:

engrissh - 73
chinese - 78
emath - 82
amath - 66
physics - 66
c.humans - 67
art - 57

yes engrissh after that horrendous 11/25 for summary
hallelujah
art this time round is 3rd last in de level
somewhat expected
wtvr
its over now so i guess 13 plus running shld b gd for ib
kan ba teh
lets go

problems of the world

perhaps sometimes we come to wonder, why the troubles of the world befall upon us. why do things happen the way they do, why do we tread upon this realm in supposed dominance over all earth, only to be struck by problems, buried under burdens.

we ask where God has gone.

if God so loved the world he created, why then did he inflict such torment upon his creation? for all his wonderful mercies and forgiveness, he still went ahead to rain down pain on us.

some pray tirelessly for evasion or even obliteration of their woes, but at times the prayers are not answered. yes, they have not been answered, but i believe that they have been heard. a good test of your christian faith comes when you still continue to trust in the Lord despite adverse circumstances. can u still continue to worship and praise God even after he decides to strike you down with the sufferings of the world? what faith is it, if a single setback will turn you away from God? unless of course, God is still only imaginary in your heart. virtual, unreal. therefore if the prayers do not come true, then God is no God. that is no faith.

without troubles, how many will truly turn to God? without troubles, how many will even get to know God in the first place? how can you evangelize if your oikos have no troubles whatsoever? how will we begin to grow, shed our childish skins and mature if we are put through no toughening?

some may argue that there is no need for growing up. we just go through the motions of life, enjoying every bit of it.

what is joy if there is no suffering? what is water if there is no thirst? what is rest if there is no work? the day no one remembers suffering, could very well be the day no one remembers joy.

if you feel that your life has been ridden with more sadness than joy, perhaps it is time to reflect on your own actions before God. it has been tried and tested with many, including yours truly, and proven that sins and suffering are proportional. sin acts as a wall, barricading us from God.

also, trust in the Lord is also important to what God has in store for us. if one cannot trust in God to deliever one from trouble to a beautiful horizon, then God cannot work in one's life. indeed, many of the greatest things in life come only after hardship.

so how real is God to you, and have you been a good boy/girl/thing lately?

gossip

gossip spreads like wildfire
mostly tho
after being processed many times over
in various different minds
fire will turn to toilet paper
for some obscure reason
humans are made in such a way
unable to relay accurate msgs
so inevitably
what comes out in the end
can become rather amusing

i never knew exactly how much info can change
but as i have found out
even as early as the second degree
there can be perversion in news
and it is a pervasive perversion
it has spread very much far and wide
much changed, i should figure

i never much knew it myself
until nick pointed it out to me sometime back
i didnt have the habit of talkin behind ppl's backs
or so he felt
maybe i did
maybe i did not
but as they say
do unto others as u will them do to u
perhaps now i shld make a concerted effort
be the loudspeaker this time round
be the medium where info turns corrupt and crooked
be the gossiper

eat my enzymes
pui pui pui