the beeping of my handphone's stinging alarm mercilessly dragged me out of my hour-long slumber. ramming my right finger down on the 'stop' button, i collapsed within myself yet again. as ten minutes flew past, the second alarm i set an hour ago blared into action. gahhh. i know myself too well. more than reluctantly, i snaked out of bed lazily and packed my gear.

upon reaching the shady toilet hangout, familiar bodies were hunched over a table, seemingly lost in an obsession. the expressions were varied. from grimness to perplexity, from wonder to nothing at all. at last my presence was felt. i was beckoned over. following a distinct finger in the midst of the crowd, my attention was brought to the newspaper on the table. mine was of shock, and of wonder. no. not true.

shukutarkarash vertrayskyr gurmunush

"I will lift up my eyes to the hills from whence comes my help?My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth.
He will not allow your foot to be moved; He who keeps you will not slumber...
The Lord is your keeper;the Lord is your shade at your right hand. The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night.
The Lord shall preserve you from all evil; He shall preserve your soul. The Lord hall preserve your going out and your coming in from this time forth, and even forevermore." -Psalm 121 A Song Of Ascents

so mum's comin to germany az well
cuz grandma worried
but mom'll b dere juz fer show
she'll b relacing one korner
and let us pre-men do everything

2mr's trng
according to abdullah
is some advanced form of 3.18
*shudders*
tink i'll wear race trainers 2ml
oh n acjc r comin over to i
cuz their track being renovated
like finally
tt track is probly older den me
u can almost skate on some
portions of it
thanks to our friction-inducing
pounding on that poor bugger

ntg special to blog abt
so shall haf a wishlist =D

.: mp3 player more than 1gb :.
.: digi cam more den 3megpix :.
.: giant tcr aero bike :.
.: simple to read bible :.

that's kinda alot of money liaox
so will just stop here
n if santa wanz to fulfill e first 3,
PLEASE DUN DROP THEM
thanks santy! =)

wah 2dae trng ah
sibei tok kong sia
my first fart lek since e break of hols
cuz my wednesdaez r fer swimmin
but 2 dae got 2 do fart lek~!! whee
tink its e toughest thing i've done in...
the last month?
hurhur
machiaammm shhiiookkk
kena whacked by loong n jon tho
fast buggers

we gave samsim a card n a shirt
den cuz capt n v.capt not ard
so secretary gave speech =)
but i tink no one heard the speech lah
so sectry just blabbered thru
den finished without ppl noeing
so yah

no lan 2dae
cuz no enuf ppl
so we're gonna play 2ml
hope trng ends earlier
cuz got e drama thingy at 2.45
gahhh
now they tell me

so aft tt went xia's hse
help him do shading fer e cell poster
abit only
its alot of work to be done sia
rellee relee hope it turns out nice

aft tt went fer tuition
so long nvr go liaox
fergot which level tutor stay
so went 13floor
wwrrrooonnnggg oonnneeee
walked up e stairs to 18
still reeling from fart lek
oww
can sleep really well 2nite liao

germanee trip coming close
lookin forward to it
sleeping in train bunks
visiting tt colossal church in cologne
rub de berlin wall
n look fat in winter clothes =)
oh n fart lek's from germany!
haha great connection sia
german gas n fart go so well 2gether

oh well
it usually doesnt turn out de way i want
so i'll just sit back
relac one korner
and pray God will show the way

ohhh i suddenly remembered~
gotta bring candee fer church 2ml!
me gosong candee!
and which sock m i suposed 2 haf it in?
red or black??
gahhh

rahhh!
i feel de power man!
my fly's gettin really gd!
so hopefully by de time july rolls in,
i can qualify fer e finalz
which, according to last yr,
is a blazing 1.04?!?!
thats like my 100free time lah
heck
lets go man

anwz, fer those hu dunno yet,
which is, anyone outside acx,
this dude will b leaving fer germany
on e 21st, 2359.
haha
yeah i'll be at camp part2 =)
its some independent trip?
with ernest, so not that independent
will do my homework aboard de plane
and endure ernest's snicker
cuz he finished his Os.
i havent.
yeah but oh well,
i'll luff at him when he's got ntg to do
yeah rite

steady pom pi pi!
first time ima bloggin b4 12

gahh i hate armpit hair now
kena abrasion while swimin
owww
was just happily swimming
den while i was rotating my arms
e hair created friksion~!!!!
gahhh
if this goes on
i'll have very much deeper pits
with even deeper smells...
k shall not attempt to venture

ANWZ
doing e cell poster with xia now
i'm scanning n sending
really funny drawings of mine
which are supposed to be solemn
oh well
xia's editing them
so i guess it shld b fine
btw
isnt the cell poster due a few hours back?

once upon a time
there was a basket of apples
then one day,
one of the apples went bad
so it was thrown away

the rotting however,
had affected the others
so the apples began to all decay
but a hand came over the basket
and cleansed the apples
with salt water
and the apples were fine again

now the apples are all happy
and are deciding whether
or not to fill the vacancy
left by the bad apple

however,
there is a red apple
there is a green apple
each special in their own way
each worthy of that place
that one place

then the hand,
which cleansed the apples,
declared that the vacancy be left
and not to be occupied
the basket of apples,
are all at a loss
to fill or not to fill
if to fill,
red or green?


understand the story? you dun??? DONT WORRY. i didnt mean for it to be understood. just for my faithful readers' pleasure =) haha. pleased to waste your time! =))

xiao lian ppl!
khingkywinky here again
reverting back to this kinda
bloggin style
kinda feels more organized

my butt still hurts
time trial tt day slipped
3 strokes on the rear
nehneh
adidas buttock sia
thank God for cushioned chairs

anwz 2dae waz recovery trng
but abit too slow
got superduper boring
santa come save me!
ring, bell! i believe!

clumped tgthr after that
went to play lan
HA.
finally beat xide in dota
the king of dota dethroned
the khing ascends =)
christmas comes early this yr
wad a way to send him off sia
feel so guilty now

gahh.
its so lifeless without kev!
cuz he absorbs all de lifelessness
then all of us become lively! =)
right now he's in new zealand
perhaps tugging on cow udders
applying the milk to his hair
in desperate hope tt a miracle happens
come back~!!

wheeeee.

scene 1:
droplets of tears descend in unison from the dimly lit heavens, playing a melancholic tune on my clear glass windows. sitting here, i gaze into the dark clouds that almost seem to emulate my inner thoughts. the cogs in my mind smoothly resume their work, processing my ever haunting thoughts of afterlife, how death would be bring a definite relief, how it would take me somewhere that would surely beat staying on in this 'world of hippies'. the heavens suddenly pour heavier, as if sympathizing with me. why live?

scene 2:
gleaming droplets of rain patter down on my clear-glass windows in melodious rhythm. dancing in the wind, the gentle rustle of the leaves delicately enhances the effect. as if on cue, the bathing birds start to sing. i close my eyes, savouring the gift of peace my dear Lord has bestowed upon me. i whisper a prayer of thanks as the ongoing orchestra enters the chorus. lifting my eyelids, i set my gaze upon the grey heavens. removing sight, i put on the glasses of faith and love the Lord gave me. beyond the gloomy clouds is the knowledge that someone up there cares for me. someone that has provided without fail. someone that will always be there. it is meaning that i find all over again.



if i never went for church camp, i would still be stuck in scene1. i'm so much of a better christian now. not too far back, i was just a chrisitian in name. only half believeing that there was a God or Jesus Christ. at camp, i discovered how wrong i was. a personal encounter was too much to not believe. too many coincidences to not believe. God withheld many answers from me for a long long time. i asked for so many things but none were answered. just after the first day of camp, everything was answered. just like it was promised. the following days just served to strengthen what God wanted to show me. and show me he did. a beautiful sight indeed.

personally, i thought camp was boring. but it was also the best 5 days of my life. i was wondering whether it gave me my best 5 days, or 5 of the best days i had. pondering over the other good days i ever had, i had to rate camp as the best 5.

now not only can i walk in the ways of the Lord, but i can also walk it willingly. being a good christian just became easier. living life around God is just so indescribable. just 2 days after camp and so things are looking so bright i'll be having to put on sunglasses soon. things that could never happen before or had died off just came running very much fast-ly to me. because i have an usher in God.

santa! drop me a pair of running shooooss! *blinkblink*

5.30 am now. just came back from a run. and no, i didnt wake up late. just didnt sleep. had some thingys to think abt. decided to shake em off. so i just jammed on my pegs, took off on my first run since my ankle tik-tarked. uber shioks sia. not in any of muh power record times lah, but nevertheless still a fast one. am stuffing my face with fruits now. burp? =)

okiex so yesterday (saturday) wasnt anything much, so i'm gonna talk abt later =)

errr... gonna go buy new skl pants wif xia at shaw tower dere. THANK GOD FOR BIBI&BABA. if not hafta buy finest fashion. kana sai sia. those buggers r still in business! eeeee. wtvr. den aft tt gonna go shopping with mom for hampers? -.^ den aft tt go home. ok that's the plan. we'll see if i'll stray ornots.

i want my play doh please!

it's coming!! n this year its different. i dunno y. but i just noe it'll be different. and fer the record, i dun say this every other year.

am still supposedly injured, so didnt go fer trng 2dae. now there's only a small tingle in my ankle oreddy. so i guess i shld b pretty darn fine soon. well tried swimming at home today. felt ntg. i even sprinted a few laps to try see try see. not too bad i shld say. but cldnt pull properly. so its not the leg's prob now. which is normal.

went to town today (gasp!) wanted to buy another pair of slippers. so got to orchard, look see look see pac plaza. headed over to wisma look see. den when i came out i saw yusof, stefan n a whole grp of others... my guess was sport skoolians. yusof had a whole clump of hair under his lips!! sooo... so... so... i duno. stefan still same same. kinda thought his head was abit tilted forwards. mmm. went heeren look see. den went over to cine to buy pizza. saw olindaaa. yeah the sg idol one. she's alot... alot bigger in real life. she was hanging ard with a bunch of muts n minas? n only a small number of chinese. ok so anwz, bought stuff (not slippers) at heeren thunder bird there. went all the way back to pac plaza. bought a pair of white ripcurls? =) abt 3 sizes larger than muh foot =P hurhur.

got home, and played games on cartoon network for abt 4 to 5 hrs? wah lao. ought to start abit of muh chinese hw. OUGHT TO. yeah dun reely feel compelled enuf. its 1+ now n i'm still gonna play cartoon network. gonna die early at this rate.

the final 2 lessons of kwyb 2dae. its a really good course =) learnt how to speak tongue all over again. didnt feel like a 5 hr course at all. zipped past rather... fast?

oh n jam corrected me liaox. de bus trip to church camp is not 12 hrs but a much much much shorter 240mins.

anwz, newpaper 2dae had sg idol aftermath n e manu arsenal coverages. so was kinda sold out reelly fast. missed my copy in de early afternoon en route to church. so when i got home at night, i went out to find. all in all, i waaalllkkkeeeddd to 5 petrol stations, 2 sevenelevens, 5newspaper stands and 3 supermarket/minimart. no avail. my slippers even broke and my right foot was left naked. but i still haf a copy in my room now. how? TERRI NEXT DOOR LENT IT TO ME. great. haha but anwz, i can buy myself slippers fer christmas! that's one gift settled! =) seasons greetings!

shift.

decided to switch my bloggin style to the conventional type-and-dun-leave-lines-only-paragraphs style that i used to blog in. at least, until i change a template that is suited to my previous type-sentence-by-sentence-with-lines-in-between style.

so on to the day.

was supposed to meet up with xia at 12 to go hang out at marcus's. woke up at 11. got there at 1+. hmmm. ntg much really. just regular chilling off.

aft tt we hit town again. went to play lan. NO DOTA. lousy lan shop. so ended up playing enfo den cs afterwards. played fer kinda long. wallet's very much thinner now.

OMG. i just took my height. I'M STILL GROWING. i grew another cm. AFTER 3 BLEDDY LONG YEARS. `tis not near the edge of thy puberty, a cliff was all naught. nay. it was just a straight path before the uphill. onward!

so newaez, church camp's nxt monday. am kinda lookin forward to that, too =) not the 12 hr bus ride tho. *shivers* probly gonna sing green bottles on e wall again. and reelly reelly hope de actual thing is gonna be my 12hrs worth!

mmm... kinda came up with a list of wad to do on tt ride:
-with 2 fone batts, listen to music n sing outloud
-bring 2 books
-run up n down
-tell everyone a set of jokes. INDIVIDUALLY.
-spread my cheena deepheat over myself, stinkin up de bus
-dance to whatever music's being blasted
-hope tt bus driver is mut
-den threaten him with pork to drive faster
-SLEEP

woke up with a sharp pain
cuz my ankle guards were grinding my skin
owwww
ok the skin was just slightly torn
but owwww
hurx

anwz
went church fer kwyb
actually cldnt go
cuz got swimming trng
budden ankle kena!
divine intervention sia
no need tell lie
no need headache
just go, sit n listen
but itching to hit the pool again

anwz
kwyb was enriching i guess?
pressing into the Lord =)
but got h/w =(
and a gruelling 5 hr course
which resumes on thursday

after which limped to orchard with marcus
who was at church too
planning fer church camp
oh n i'm supposedly in this fun room
with some guy tt germ says is nice *rubs hands*
n my grp is wad
reebok?
pfffft

anwz
watched polar express
gotta say its nice
the bell will ring only for those who believe
i tink its really nice
and kinda applicable to sports as well
wtvr

aft tt went to buy boxers
accompanied by marcus of cuz
wldnt really dare to buy alone =P
bought some nice black ones
n tt blue spongebob one!
so cute =D
okiex its almost R(A) so i shld stop here

-peacing out? =)