non stop

wah lau constipation man
just now sit sit poot poot cannot come out
stuck

newaez
art exam in e morn
which i woke up late for
despite the seven alarms
maybe xia's right
my hearing's really losing it
haha
newaez cabbed down in time
just 10mins late

so up till now exams were fun
ytd's phy prac n 2dae's art
phy the pin qn gnna b tok of week
everyone got different gradients
roy's 25
trung's 97
hui's 100+
and my... well, 1250

church 2dae was...
fruitful fer me?
i dun even noe why
but perhaps i do
im near
yet so far?
its mind bogglin
but interesting nonetheless
all in all
im growing in faith again
cheers

the world's still revolving
i've no time to think too much
i must react
or perhaps turn back time?
im lost lah
fiction

chinese compo

was shoved into chinese compo competition
along with xia by mary lee
supposed to b ytd but had art
so xia n i did it 2dae
we were given like 2 hrs to write a regular compo
at first we were wonderin y in e blu beeeepp so much time
finished on e dot in e end
im sure i spent holy lots of time checking dict
well anwz
went kinda well

just recieved an sms from victor
or rather, a death threat
cuz i borrowed his ss bks but nvr return
cuz of compo comp
dddiiieee sssiaaaaa
i incurred the wrath of san ah kow big boss man
2ml he'll call his whole gang wait for me outside class
but in futile cuz i wun b in class cuz got physics prac

and so i wld cause his anger to burn greatly against me
and never be able to shit in public toilets in peace
for... wtvr reason

owwww

puiiii
lousy skl no budget buy gd quality toilet ppr
n hu in e rite mind made frictionful toilet ppr??
YES MY PANGSAIHOLE HURTS
no i didnt rub like aladdin did
i did it s l o w l y
grrr

bleed back

ughhh
am having a nose bleed
just that its bleeding e wrong way round
not coming outta e nostrils
can taste it at the back of my throat

o 2day was make-e-scrapbk-super-fast-day 4 acx
the night b4 our prime minister was feeling ultra stressed
the cabinet members,
namely kev xeed n me
plus the extra civil worker sk
stayed up late into the night
trying to get indiv fotos of everyone
it was a difficult task, however
but the brilliance of the cabinet secretary came to the rescue
taking the big mut squat team pic tt every1 was in
she/he proceeded to cut out pictures
which turned out marvelously fine

haha ok was still rush hour today
cutting n pasting pics
chasing ppl fer msgs
decorating the thingy
made full use of our free periods sia
how rare

so the hour came when we presented the scrapbk to lawrence
with the thank you sirs and all
kev felt accomplished
for once or twice i dunno
accomplished nevertheless
then of cuz we said happy burfdae
which i den found was actually belated
it was on friday
ann chong is relieved =)

then, putting on his most suggestive pair of eyes,
he looked teasingly at innocent, tiny changming
his usual eerie smile slowly faded in
"aye changming, got time come my hse walk my dog ah"
wuahaha
shadow shadow
wheeee

oh and i fergot to mention at the beginning of this entry
-the following entry is a pointless one
please do not read on


happy 17... goes out to ann
belated happy 30/40+... goes out to e coach in shades

buahaha

yay im happy
cuz there was trng
buahaha
hope that sounded evil
it'll b a shame if it didn have e intended effect

newaez
fergot ta bring extra undies
cuz pe wet the whole thing liaox
hurhur
but i brought jammers
yes i wore swimming apparel to run
of cuz, i folded it up so it cldnt b seen
but omp was it tight
they were jamming my lalalas the wrong way
both were on the left lah
ok gd fer running curve
centre of gravity shift
but not gd for... wtvr its not gd for
ESPECIALLY WHEN U GO FAST
oh maannnnn
pain redefined sia
it was like clip clip clip clip???
owwwww
was trying to run fast so nvr adjust
oh man did i look obscence when i stopped to tune it man
like tug tug tug
wuahaha
ok enuf bout my ting-a-ling

and so another day passes
the exams draw close
students frantically raise their cups over books
lamely putting, mug
i too, have engaged in such activities
what great pride
a breakthrough, i have accomplished
to commence on my revisions
i have revised today:

that scalars are measurements with only magnitudes
while vectors involve magnitute AND direction

all hail thy master mugger
buahahaha
watch me grab that A for physics

about time now

woooo
finally able to get down to work
ok not straight away
plus i woke up at 2
so not that much diff
but heyyy
started at 5 sia
play play thou shall not





lookin fer smtg?





so as the days roll past
how much time have you really made use of?
whether is it to study, train, grow closer to God etc etc
how much of your time went down to doing all those?
or have you been wasting away?

whether you see life as trying to fulfill God's commission
or as just trying to make meaning out of it
or even life as being meaningless
with emotions all just man's means to justify his own existence
and that all life exists to cease,
making use of time just seems the best option

SO WHAT AM I BLOGGING FOR??
tsk.
there i go again

exit monotony

yay attempted the crazy rubbish
cycled to church
gave muhself the 3hrs
took just 1!!!
faster den lousy sbs
so had to stone at church
anwz here's e route i took

from house to east coast service rd
end of service rd (fort rd)
go up ecp
down sheares bridge to suntec
got lost, found way back
suntec to orchard
turn to newton mrt
straight down to church

haha ok the ecp part is illegal
but was hyper fun
one straight road no one disturb cuz on rd shoulder
wah up the incline ultra pain
but really really fun oso
down the slope was like 70km per hour
like roller coaster man
yeah then almost kena bang 3 times
esp at newton circus there
the drivers are clowns man
oh was there a pun there? haha
i oso dropped my towel on e expressway i tink
hurr

return trip was even better
less cars
but kena whack by this outstretched orchid
cldnt see cuz it was dark
oh the sheares bridge climb was even harder
whoooooooo
ku jin gan lai
the downhill was shiokshiokshiok man
screammeeddd sia
tsk
there was a jam on e service rd tho
toopid cars
banged into some taxi
lucky heng heng ntg happened

WHEEE

yay im happy
its so nice to be happy
everybody should be happy (yeah)

yesterday' tomorrow

im not studying im not studying
roarr
somemore got 2 yrs werk 2 stardee
jialat x5
this time fail until lao sai liao
at least cleared e march hols hw le

so much for new year resolutions
threw most of em awae

i've got a crazy plan 2ml
gonna try cycling to church
den aft church cycle home
will b muh longest ride i guess
hope i dun get a flat with 10+km to go
tink i'll give myself 2.5 hrs
if it takes more...
den i tink better lock sora somewhere
take bus home
udderwise gonna take uber uber long

to quote samchew
"if only (i) were so enthu abt studies"
indeed

"ring ring ring... can you hear me now?"

mut squad squat

whee my band of brudders
or clump of mut
whichever applies
loong's trying to look retarded there
if u dunno whos loong
just look for someone who looks really silly
no not the guy with thick round glasses on e right
thats jon =P

lighten up

and so i tried to liven up abit
tink i succeeded
resembled e undead less

newaez
felt kinda disturbed by smtg i heard 2dae
actually im not sure if disturbed is appropriate
just... stirred?
uplifted even
and so i searched myself
i found something
but yet i did not
they will never know
no matter how deep they pry
no one will ever see why
for there's nothing for them to find;
i'm not sure myself

perhaps not never
even gems get unearthed
but whatever it is
its somewhere deep in
it'll take some more time to find
or all the time to find not

but things are kinda more complicated now
the space has shrunk
the winner may be defunct
but it lives again
thrown into the fray, several more have
pee-nile

monotone

so there was chinese oral today
didn really noe until this morning
got neo for examiner
or rather, The One
who happens to be my house teacher
good cuz well, for obvious reasons
not good cuz she might know muh standard oreddy

ok so it didn go bad
it went really good
no strings pulled
but she did point out how i did
pssge reading dun haf enuf wrong wrds 2 minus marks
shot all the points so she ntg to ask
but say mus lac abit
ultra nervous
but she gave me a level 2 qn???
ok it was just fer fun nvr count
but we talked abt it anwz
yah den finish liao we tok abt hse matters
yada yada yada

guess that's about today
read on if u hafent got ur daily dose of rubbish

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my career story

my alter matter took a fall
i crashed without a why
at the tender three three

mind over matter, it is said
mind over matter, it was
cerebral tremors translated outwardly
i was crumbling... within without

the struggle for control
war not for defeat
i had to

shaken, but unharmed
weak, but a weapon to wield
my prisoner of war;
an unearthed gem
polished, sharpened
strengthened

it dims
the general fades away
waning authority inviting challenge
crash

wallow wallow wallow

been wallowing in dispair and self pity lately
not exactly a cannot be helped situation
i kinda chose to be in this state
and i also chose not to snap out of it
retreating into my own world
letting wounds heal
opening myself only to them angels
feels more... secure, safe
i dunno how long i'll stay in this depressed state
but im not fighting to get out of it
let me stand up slowly

and so i declare to the world today
esp to those who haf spoken to i
yes winning matters to me
n i refuse to go into the speeches ppl hu lose make
wad abt the process being more impt and all
how fake
most hu make tt speech feel otherwise in their hearts
so in attempt to show my true self
which doesnt really happen all the time
i've decided to lay bare my feelings
perhaps this once
ok maybe not so bare
but to show a little flesh here and there
yes the process is impt
our process kinda stands out more
it was a great process
one i'll never forget
but to end in an anti climax aint beautiful
all the lessons learnt
experiences experienced
the bonds
the comradeship
all come to naught
yes i get to keep the values
but it just doesnt... fit

with that said and done
i close my case here
just zip zip zip
let me roll about in the mud for awhile
i'll b back i promise
just remember to leave some food for me

so moving onto the aftermath
did my first run since the 13th
2.4k napfa
yeah to make up fer the one loong n i tried to fail
didnt really noe wad pace to run
so just made sure didnt go out too fast
then tried to whack the last km
finally found out how shapeless i was
ok 7.56 is my best time
but it kinda shows how deformed i was during cross
so at least i noe where i stand
oh and that killer kick is gone~
tsk
friggin penile

played first game of soccer since dunno when
didnt really run cuz just did 2.4
so touched the ball like 4 times
hurr
i still suck
so no improvement no deprovement
looking good man, lookin gd

finishing off,
wanna throw out some burfdae greetingz
today,

caijing turns 16 from 15
junyi turns 14 from 13

may thy lives b long n useful
just like toilet paper

hmmm

procrastination sucks.
sadly, it makes up for a big part of my life.
hence it is not wise to remove it
cuz that'll b tatamount to amputating off my leg
first and second mind u, not third

today is sunday
which is kinda stay at home study and do homework day
all i did was that quality deprived piece of newspaper report
grrr

as the exams draw closer
our time left to study shrinks further
come then my brethren
and sit around, idle
that we may all flunk our exams
and give them no choice but to moderate all our marks
and therefore everyone passes
why doesnt communism work out???
oh yeah
cuz ppl sit ard, grow idle

oh yes the new template
hope you managed to be able to click on "blog" button and end up here
otherwise all u get is -the sponge- staring you retardly
oh well
sure gives this blog a less ominious look doesnt it?
as compared to the previous noose thingy
ok i admit it aint as nice
but hey
must show some patriotism to -the sponge- mah

found a whole lot of chinese new year chocolates at home
buahaha
whack ah
now im coughing again cuz of e thing
but its still here by my side
getting emptier by the minute
or less full, whichever side of perspective u belong to

lalalala
no trng now can shake leg
altho not supposed to shake leg cuz got to study
but heck
still shake leg anw
gotta get down to business soon
really soon
udderwise june holidae more business to attend to liaox
must fork out monehh for it summore
so anwz
shall mark out my (realistic) targets like roy did
hopefully i'll b spurred:

engrish - 75
chainese - 80
emaths - 65
amaths - 65
art - 80
combined humans - 65
physics - 70

which wld amt to a average of above 70
which i've never gotten b4
or even close i guess
tsk

versatility

this post goes out to many people
the same line could go to several
hence the title
now spot your spot

lead me onwards
lead you on a dance
abdicate now
face first thou shalt fall
by five past four
it all ends
one more time now
it all ends

you've got me there
we can see our insights
therefore hear me now
i express my views :
hairs of my head i count to four
my panel i leave them i am secure
you're right
but easier said than done
those shackles they're hard to break
you can decide now
but how long can you keep?
look within now ask yourself
how long can you keep?

i will not leave
february forbids me
thus back i remain
to half-lead us once again
to forge another figure
if i still make this next year

disregard me i cannot care
i bid you farewell
this comes finally
the cloud is cleared
my heart is cleansed
i can spread my wings once again
i look upon you
it is dismay i find
that in one being
unnecessary is redefined

come out of hiding
reveal yourself
aberate no more
i am no longer oblivious
re-create your stories
the old ones bore me
and now you will seek me
no longer i seeketh thou

we bought bong a bag 2dae
gonna make like time capsule liddat
and we figured he needed a new bag?
like $95

then the story unfolds
looking forward to a day of lan
we braved the rain
made our way down to paradiz
the shops were either full
or didnt admit skl u
yes some of us forgot to bring change
anyways
we settled for lunch at macs
thereafter we went our separate ways

xeed vic n i went to e same bus stop
then vic asked xeed where the bag was
"kev has it"
declared the vice captain

on the bus
he phoned the captain
"its not with me. i tot it was with you"
bravo
in panic, we phoned the others
to rush down to macs to check
we were in a disarray
worry swept across the entire team
we contemplated the possibilities
and tried to churn out solutions
the pressure was setting in
the stress was mounting

then an sms struck xide's phone
frowning, he lifted the phone to his face

a moment of silence

hi frown untangled
his eyes widened
his grip tightened
saliva propelled outwards
as he mouthed an inaudible,
but an easily lip-readable swear

flabbergasted, i reached for the mobile
a message laid bare against e luminous bkgrd
the sender read "kevin"

"haha mud. fill in the blanks.
m_r_n. haha. i have the bag"

all hell broke loose

half luffing, half cursing,
we annoyed the entire bus
in between the laughter
xide called kev
and recited the vulgar lyrics
right off the graffitti
off the back of the seat

due to lack of training
the indiscreet laughter caused
my cheeks to burn with lactic acid
as i struggled to keep them alive
i almost had my first ever cramp
but due 2 e senioradmin's undying support
i persevered with great faith
and my cheeks won the fight against pain
and therefore i remained alive

victor however
lost all control
and bread spilled from his mouth
poor me

ahaha

it's all over

and so it all ends

though not a fairytale
it was beautiful nonetheless
not the finished product
but the process

we never got our hands there
never got to continue where we started

but what a fright to see three of us
pushing past their defense lines
alas
we re-enacted their previous year
just better looking

it mattered, yes
but we stood tall in the face of adversity
we were cracked
but we never crumbled
that crack will help us grow

and with that
we seek to ring the bell once more
and for most of us
it'll literally ring this time
may it ring for we
because we do believe

one more time

one busier day

yay
another more pointful day
in this pointless week
ok cut thattoo-short week
hurr

eh went wif loong to nb warehse
intended to both get same shoe
being a measly size 7/7.5
it was kinda easy fer me
no such luck fer loong
size 11?
wait loong loong sia (bad pun)
went queensway
no one had size 11
so we turned to other moulds
nvr expected to come upon a nike
woahh man
actually wld haf trouble choosing
between his n mine
and well, there was 11
and same color code as me n kev
whee?
hurr

ok print extra shirts
ntg much yada yada yada

oh bought sly's album
yeah its better than taufik's alrite
much better i shld say
poor idol winner
haii

-----------------

it's almost like intervals
approaching the final set we have
but pushing will everyone?
perhaps yes to we
doth it matter should i say?
i bid thee run with me
im easy to beat
not if there's me times three

it's not in your bag
it's still hidden somewhere

take 5, guys

yay
another more pointful day
in this pointless week
ok cut thattoo-short week
hurr

eh went wif loong to nb warehse
intended to both get same shoe
being a measly size 7/7.5
it was kinda easy fer me
no such luck fer loong
size 11?
wait loong loong sia (bad pun)
went queensway
no one had size 11
so we turned to other moulds
nvr expected to come upon a nike
woahh man
actually wld haf trouble choosing
between his n mine
and well, there was 11
and same color code as me n kev
whee?
hurr

ok print extra shirts
ntg much yada yada yada

oh bought sly's album
yeah its better than taufik's alrite
much better i shld say
poor idol winner
haii

-----------------

it's almost like intervals
approaching the final set we have
but pushing will everyone?
perhaps yes to we
doth it matter should i say?
i bid thee run with me
im easy to beat
not if there's me times three

it's not in your bag
it's still hidden somewhere

take 5, guys

a day at home

woke up at like 1 today
whee?
yeah skipped skl
went cut hair
its like one side longer?
hurhur

newaez, recap of my makeup trng today
did my long run
which screwed up
cuz felt like vomitting when i reached the beach
stopped to stare out into the horizon
thinking thinking thinking
sitting waiting wishing
something just stirred up in me
aint sure wad it was
but it felt really good
there was an inexplicable sense of peace
and...
something no one ever put in words i guess

felt better
started running back via the sand
didnt feel all that good again
so tried to take my mind away
played a game of fart lek with e waves
pffft
i lost
and got my shoes wet and sandy

haha
it started raining!!
like oh yes
cuz was heading to stadium to do track werk
what great luck
stadium rain always looks beautiful
no matter how many times u look at them
i spent a good amt of time gazing into the sky
watching the floodlight illuminated droplets fall down
felt...
distilled, renewed, rejuventaed
felt...
like im ready
more than that

flight of acx

and so the selection ends
6, not 8
to particularly victor and tiezheng
well done
thanks for everything
you have a had big hand in this thing we have
to the both of u
who came so close
yet not close enough
a big big thank you from your secretary

to tiezheng for coming close 4 years
yet never close enough all the while
i'll see you another time
see another brutal bounceback

to victor
for wanting it so much
but for reasons in you
but not within your power
sorry man
but hey
this year's ours
make next year the victor tan year

so with everything said and done
here rolls our honours:

Kevin Ng
LauWenLoong
Kenneth Khing
Low Xide
Kenneth Seet
Sebastian Koh

i challenge thee
break our hexagon
we're tighter

gahhh
gack gack gack
the coughing doesnt stop
and cant take manuka from 2mr on
cuz 2mr's
breaking the habit part 2!!

oh cross comes in just 8 more days~!!
whoo hoo
see its getting on my nerves
and im gg crazee
ok not exactly crazy
im turning into some... ice block?
wtvr tt means
rarr

oh n fergot to mention ytd
after skl we were searching fer tables
always one step too late
so we saw this sec1 guy put his bag at e table
wanted to scare him off
so the whole bunch of us sat down
yeah den we 'socialised'
steady sia tt little boi boi
he remained unmoved
despite us convincing him
that we were some secret society
and that we spotted potential in him
and wanted him to join our gang
so we could lead him astray
to the very best of our abilities
aisei
he just sat there and looked friendly
perhaps he was interested?
dunno lah

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shift in shift out
vapourize
only to materialize
force the issue
implement the attack
with nothing less than a triangle
where one fails
many will succeed
imbuned with Christ
with His undying strength
with His never ceasing perseverence
all running through our veins
all things are thrashable
as long as we believe
believe in yourself
believe in ourselves
and know in Him

finally a day worth bloggin abt
fer me lessons started at like 1220?
actually 1300 cuz seah didnt come
great happiness
just 40mins of english 2dae
and english is my fav period
so yeah, no monday blues

oh n last week monday pe
me n loong killed ourselves
so during trng
cldnt kill properly
so today wanted to lac
and it happened tt 2dae's 2.4 real test
haha
so loong n mi were aiming to FAIL
den can take retest
yeah got overtaken by rao or smtg
so we run run run
gg so slow my legs started to acheeee
crossing e line,
we found tt we passed!!
omp
wif one minute to spare summore
kns
oh n jam looks intimidating when he sprints
darren's lee on e other hand... hmmm

oh n during lit
cuz e art ppl dun take lit
we crammed e toilet
makeee haaaiiiirrr
ok i spent e most time in dere
didnt noe wad to do with my hair
so keep redoing
in e end gave up
pushed everything up n back

den finally trng~!!
marched to acjc 3mins late

okiex crosby got back spasms
laid on e track fer quite some time
den tiezheng was vommitting
*shudders*
ee ghim was having some mental disorder
running n running n running
hurr

and then came the "bath"!!!
lolx
i found kasi hiding at e staircase~!!
ahaha blew his cover
den kev disappeared oso
den he banged his head trying to hide somewhere else
lolx
how comical lahh
and as usual he was banging e tub n halfscreaming
while lucas was screaming fullforce
and bong dipped himself in today oso~
went last lah of cuz
otherwise all e golden hair wld b floating abt e tub
hope they cleaned tt thing properly
hurr

ttz abt it i guess
hurrr
peaceoff

testimonial

oh yeah
the power of Christ flows

i prayed
so i was healed

it was 38.1
in 4hours,
it is 37.0

imbuned with His power
only impossible is impossible
if only you would just believe
and invite Him into you
and you into His prescence

it will be different
it is for you to feel
it is unspeakable
but it is different

hot hot hot

gahhh fever
didnt noe it was tt high
came home right aft skl
went to force e sweat out
felt better
take temp 38.1
alamakx

been how many hours oreddy
still forcing sweat out
no avail
still got temp
there goes 2ml's time trial
gahhh

okiex
that is all