i am employed

for those of you who haven't been updated

i've finally gotten off my butt, got a job:

i'm assistant coach for acx back in sch

to answer the usual preceding question,

i'm being paid well enough

but by session instead of by the hour

4 times a week, roughly 3 hours a session

these next few days however

is the sch's track&field meet

and like today

i'll be working like 5-6 hours

and will still be getting paid by the session

but i really don't mind one bit

cuz i really love my job

and it really anchors the conviction

that i must do something i enjoy in the future

i think the team is shaping up really well

much better than my initial thoughts before i saw the guys

and it took me back to when i was in their position

thumping the track, forcing out 3:18s

remembered how it was like to believe in the impossible

and, together with my team, my brothers

rendered it possible

my job now is to bring that back

because the boys already have what it takes

but don't know that they do

if they would just believe

"the bell will ring for he who believes"

it's not that hard

because i do believe in them

i love my job