beckoning

one valiant cry. a single soul.
one of passion. one gaping hole.

a black hole an empty void
unfulfilling everlasting
on my red do avoid
the general a-mending

i can what i am
i am whenever when
i am my only man

so take the reins but i will reign
out of view and out of range
till the moment when gushes of pain
engulf will i exchange

it is something i will defend
the day will come my dearest friend
when i will eye you for one second
and say sorry but it's the end

gone

the kevin picture has been removed prematurely
this is due to a ruptured disk which fragmented into the spinal collumn of kenneth khing due to a violent outrage by kevin ng. further death threats from the ever nice nice has forced the secretary to do the unimaginable - remove the photo. kevin ng has described the photo as an outrage of modesty which has impaired his ability to speak or even look or get looked at by people. it is a serious case of mental illness known as the oh-my-blue-son-thats-me-pia. victims of this deadly disease will cease to be fertile and will display uncharacteristic bursts of anger, yet looking calm at the same time. the effect of kevin ng's actions however has not come to being fully blown yet because he is lagging and has yet to react.
we regret any inconvenience caused to anyone other than kevin ng.

so nice

for those who still do not know
what the upheaval at the tagboard is abt
go to the cross blog
which is marked 'acx' on the right
haha kevin is going to kill me for this
but yes a picture of 14 year old nice is there
im supposed to take it down after a week
so EVERYBODY GO THERE BEFORE I TAKE IT DOWN

it was taken during nats 2003
and as can be seen from the picture
nice was saying HI to the camera
but to this date he denies it
claiming he was trying to block the cam
during nats? concentrate man kevin

whatever
the picture is the hottest craze
since the simon bongard cross country video
dated april 2003
u will notice that kevin hasnt changed much
the hair is still puffy wuffy
but there kevin is shorter than me
a far cry from the towering 178cm goondu storming abt now
and there is utterly no sign of armpit hair
i repeat : ZERO ARMPIT HAIR
haha its the end for me
kevin ng will roast me
but that would mean no one to take the pic down
so either way things wun go his way
its the end la nice

where will you be?

victor wants to be a chef
xide doesnt know what he wants to be
and kevin haha might continue family business
drive magic school bus

where will i want to be?

i want to create.
no not baby making.
i mean like works, art,
or more so, talent.
perhaps a teacher
but what i really want to be
is to be a coach

haha we can work together right
i coach the kids
kevin drives them to the restraunt
and victor cooks up some super nutritious meal
and xide... takes the orders or something

but my mom doesnt want me to be a coach

i am to study as well as i can
be a professional
hopefully hold a government job
or be the government itself
so she will have extra layers of face.
i can see it now:
'khing of parliament'
but i dont want
it's tiring being king of everything
king of looks
king of character
king of speed
king of humility

but of course
my moms face is way way more important
and even though i feel im not born to study
my mom thinks so because fortune telling says so
well i guess that is more reliable than what i feel, no?
im meant to be a scholar

i mean, u cant be successful without papers right?
my mom never passed Os
and shes only earning over 10k a month
could have been so so so much more
she could have bought bungalows
and then sell to karang guni for fun what

but dont get me wrong
i love my mom
but i hate some things she does
i dun use hate often
so the effect is there when i do
but its the deed. not the person.
i know she wants what is important for me
but what about things that are important to me?
have they no bearing at all?
i feel im living my life in her dreams
dun wan lei
sibei jia lat

i move my legs

my wings have spread

none i spared

grace in my step

in all i dared

this pinnacle that i have reached

a fortress that could not be breached

my reign was tall

my era stitched

then there began my fall

a crippled mind, one wretched wreck

i did stand tall

yet i was to crack

but wait along you will come to see

a champion i am, a champion to be

for if it is meant to be

it is up to me

i blogged

: khing you cheat me! said you were blogging. what rubbish.. it's still the same -hols are ending- entry. EEEEEE

the fact is i did blog
i just didnt want to post it
content wasnt good enough

i find this occuring more frequently
as in blog blog blog
look at the thing and den log off
have to keep up high standards you see
much is expected from one such as i
but it really is hard to keep
thus the fall in number of posts recently

as i've said beforeim becoming more and more conscious
of what ppl think of me
budden think think bit bit more
sometimes oso not so
sometimes is really dun wan face one
so when am i who?
who am i when?
who am i where?
and how am i who?

its been a bad post
but this time
im posting this

hols are ending

thy dusk of hols cometh
but homework i toucheth not
big trouble i have plungeth into
yet no shit i giveth

thy day will cometh
when homework is due
when i will curse my cursed procrastination
and mutter tamade

acherly i think most of u oso right
before hols say sure study sure work
den now neh study neh work
come here read the best blog in the world
if however u did do work and did study
u... alien la
but of course alien oso cannot resist reading my blog
that is understandable

now ish 4 weeks to track nats
limpei both leg is sibei boh lat
recently take tau huay break from trng
cuz like kena burn out like malboro liddats
but tomorrow will go for move-leg-faster-game
get one trng den race during weekend

anw turbo phantoms are here
not say sibei solid or steady pom pi pi
apart from being lighter than my versus
they're ntg much
think think oso quite du lan
but anw versus no size for me
so boh bian oso must get versus
at least not as cham as zul
got a pair of used lite-nings

so there
i blogged
and its getting late
if i dun slp now
i'll oversleep again.
yes again.

it's been a long time

whooaa
haven't blogged for the longest of times
partly cuz of the super busy schedules
and partly cuz of the lijiang entry
couldn't bear to blog over it

so far nothing much has happened
lots of school
lots of ponning school
shit loads of work
big walk (where ac owned, thank you)
ok amounts of training
ok amounts of dota (nicholas pawns you)
going out with my girl
waiting for my turbo phantom (right)
mr brown-ing =)
COMPILING CROSS PHOTOTS (yes jon im on it)
and did i mention shit loads of work?



if i remember correctly
thats just about all thats happened since i last blogged
which is fine cuz i need to take as little things as i can now

but for now im tired of blogging.