part 4

you were willing
but unable
to push me anymore
cuz you were made up
you weren't what i was looking for

the flame sputtered brightly in his eyes
adrenaline diluted his blood
the deadlock cracked
the splinter of inability drowned
drowned by the deep burning desire
what more?

part 3

looking to surmount a colossal lead to kill off those slow off the blocks or to cripple the minds of those weak beneath the flesh, he bounds down the decline, picking off stray birds or wolf packs. he is however, careful not to over-ignite his gas tank, however large it maybe, to challenge the hawks and the cheetahs.

pushing off the rooted starting blocks, he swerves outwardly. spotting the exit, he cuts back towards the inner curve. swinging gracefully onto the nil gradient, he capitalises on the natural locomotion.

hitting the straight, he shuts off and once again tweaks his landing to perfection.
he runs.
he runs..
he runs...

the sleeper awakes.

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typing backwards wif wenbin on msn
haha i can do it as fast as a dyslexic!
shame on me
guahaha


ughhh

part 2

he strikes forefootedly, decreasing the pronation delay each step brings. pounding against the runner-packed tar road, he takes care not to join in the tussle by the over-eager and the over-anxious for the title of 'king of the foot of the hill'.

the monster looms ahead.

he ducks down and shifts his weight just beyond the reach of his alternating feet. checking his watch, he sees that he is punctual.

arriving at the frozen concrete tsunami, he executes a well-rehearsed yet well-masked nine step maneuver to kick start his conquest.

"tip, tip, tip, tap, tap, tip, tip, tap, tip"

the awaited cemented starting block arrives. springing off the delibrately covexed road, he forges another key to unlock the atom-tight doors of the hill. the secret lay beyond.

introducing his set of "long-shuffles" to his legs, he makes a fool of the hill. yes, it has its weaknesses as well. tapping into the depths of shallow physics, he passes down instructions to his shoulders, the arms' mentor. swinging purposefully, and specifically, they lighten his load.

the pushing begins.

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heyhey
xide visits this thing
*alien hello* =p
quite updated oso
but somehow he never leaves a trace?
hint hint
aiyah screw the hint
tag my board

part 1

half-crouching, with his left foot forward and his right just a few centimetres behind, he leans forward in anticipation.

"ready..."

he falls forward, succumbing to gravity.

the siren sounds.

on the edge of imbalance, his legs extends against the black, chipped tar. springing forward, his feet exchange in rapid succession, each landing mere inches ahead of the other. he gains a slight lead, away from the entangled mob weaving together behind him.

the pounding begins.

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if i were in your position
i'd give up all my ammunition
i'd wonder why it'd taken me so long

freaky

yay tan soo liat
finally get to run a road relay
not many skls again
so swept lots of stuff again
seb n lucas lucky drawed!
got some sound playing teddy bear
and to quote seb
"ha. i dun need u anymore. i've got my bear"
ahaha
attitude
lucas on the otherhand
was celebrating like siao
teddy power

oh n 2dae post church was freaky
shall call it
re-re-adventures of jamkhing
it was like stuff repeating over n over again
alicia and charisse leaving e place twice
saw shih making his way home 3 times
shuang appearing twice
hurhur
quite freaky
dunno lah

newaez,
decided to list my 20top songs currently
in order of preference:

1. Just To Be The Next To Be With You -Mr Big
2. Call And Return -Hellogoodbye
3. Sitting, Waiting, Wishing -Jack Johnson
4. Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn -Hellogoodbye
5. Dancing In The Moonlight -Van Morrison
6. Russel An Shwartz -Wir Sind Helden
7. On The Way Down -Ryan Cabrera
8. I'm Still Here -Vertical Horizon
9. Breakaway -Kelly Clarkson
10. Beautiful Soul -Jesse McCartney
11. Almost -Bowling For Soup
12. That Thing You Do -The Wonders
13. Sugar Sugar -The Archies
14. Hungriges Herz -Mia
15. Sarvivor -Gurmit Singh
16. Sunday Morning -Maroon5
17. Just Lose It -Eminem
18. Save Tonight -Eagle Eyed Cherry
19. I Hope You Dance -Lee Ann Womack
20. Stand By Me -Ben E.King

pardon the next few lines
they're for the other u

perhaps you're right
perhaps you're not
i cant really tell
i'm not the insignia of right
who am i to say
but i'm impressed by ur eagle
impressed by ur plankton
but are u a personification of them?
it seems not
yet it also seems so
are u a shifter?
or do u have that extra box of stamps?
wtvr it is
i kinda wanna thank u
thanks

ok outta stuffs to type again
so heres another fast-type


raramuri
ok here goes loong introduced this word to me he was super fascinated by these grp of ppl decided to not say here dunno y but all i can say is tt its a spanish word gahh im losing ideas ok these ppl are supposedly siao kias who run like as fast as i dunno wad but just plain fast they run like we drink water liddat gahh out of ideas so little to type for this shall try typing slow again ok blank here ok raramuri sounds abit wierd the first time i tried to pronounce it i was like vavaruri and that got loong luffing his xides off omp tt was quite a funny sight gahh remembering xide now... aiyah that careless wearless guy ok tt was abit baby wtvr ok so i guess i shld stop somewhere soon however it looks abit short to me so i shall crap abit longer here so tt this thing will look like its actually longer and stuff and hey not too shabby yeah? quite far oreddy ok signing off...

is that some light?

16.46

aiyahhh
or as loong would say it
cheesebunmotherfather =)
well at least im not stuck at 17??
haha

aft trng felt tired but...
alot better mentally?
dunno lah
2ml i'll wake up
feel depressed for no reason
den aft whacking all the sai out aft trng 2ml
we'll b reciting ads again
go crazy
and just ooze around like muts
then im happy again~
wheeee
thank God for acx

tan soo lian on saturday!!!
YES
missed the first road relay
NOT THIS TIME
great happiness
hope little or more lousy teams go
must get some confidence lah
no matter how little tt may be
at least its still smtg rite?
hurr

is that some light?

16.46

aiyahhh
or as loong would say it
cheesebunmotherfather =)
well at least im not stuck at 17??
haha

aft trng felt tired but...
alot better mentally?
dunno lah
2ml i'll wake up
feel depressed for no reason
den aft whacking all the sai out aft trng 2ml
we'll b reciting ads again
go crazy
and just ooze around like muts
then im happy again~
wheeee
thank God for acx

tan soo lian on saturday!!!
YES
missed the first road relay
NOT THIS TIME
great happiness
hope little or more lousy teams go
must get some confidence lah
no matter how little tt may be
at least its still smtg rite?
hurr

phew

haha ok dunno y
kinda cannot rmb half e day
so shall try my best here yupp

tried casting moulds during art again
oh yeah had art 2dae
and kinda forgot was tuesday
tot had tuition fer a while
heng i re-remembered
anwz back to e moulds
broke like how many of em
so only half a successful one?
well at least worked an idea out with farlow
looks really feasible
wheee

oh samchew got a happy family pencilcase!!
so ghey~
haha
that did it man
ive been overthrown as overall champ
now im just e internally-gay champ
sam has taken the external title
*shakes head in utter dispair*

roar

steammm

been holding lots of steam lately
den 2dae pc periods
tok abt stress
say must share
i dun haf ppl i can talk to
so i guess everyone can haf a slice
abit blindfolded i guess

pardon the next few lines cuz they're directed at u:

you promised me starry night skies
you said they were gonna last us one lifetime
it never happened
so you flashed me with those shiny 'white' lights
words not spoken
but informed via those saints
saints even you trusted
mirrors i placed
and therefore i saw
that shadow-cast fabricate
those pulled almonds
unflat in the painting by that fungi
'why?' i had to cry
you almost paid my fare
but thank God for the angels he sent
to bridge that period of fox shifts
i cannot bring myself to hate
the Lord forbids me so
i hope you find that way
your necessity of action unsupported
you chose to kill yourself
i want you saved
but how can i?
rubrukashaay?
yes i regret
illusioned however in light
your light
over my shoulder bloodied footprints
but boot leaving the sand
only soil stains i can find

you lied again

and again

and again

rubrukashaay?

its ending~

hello everybody
the hols have somehow ended
and here i am blogging
with my hmwk undone

the hols roll pretty fast dun dey
when i noticed it was e hols
it was friday oreddy
haha
good one

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i'm back

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smile!

it's far
it's wide
but hey
it still can hide

acx tshirts are IN
initial tots were not so good
but e more i look at em
e better dey look
well worth our 15 bucks

i saw
i did
i felt
therefore i know

okiex not runnning by4 for sph
yeah
but i guess pretty much ok
kinda... dun look forward to it diz yr?
y?
beats me *punches self*

not 20 odd runners
but ONE team

betta start on homewerk soon
its like friday oreddy
omp
last 2 days take em slowly
haii
too faaasssstttt

decipher all that

spongebob

OH YES
God dropped me a big lifeline
kinda wierd
and as expected,
unexpected

k was supposed to like
go out with kev xeed jing
aft trng
watch THE SPONGE
ok wtvr spongebob
omp pontang me
one say DUN FEEL LIKE
the other TOO AWKWARD
gahhh
nvm

team bondinggg
prob e last one till a long time
so made ah jing run ard
find cinema n seats
while i... err
bonded
wtvr
kena own =(

ok so apparently the sponge
very awaited movie
full everywhere
so we went marina sq
ulu ulu one
not many ppl
but not many movie choices oso
yes no sponge
they said dey only show 3wk old shows
yah so went suntec
like fainerlee

WATCH SPONGEBOB THE MOVIE
lousy newpaper
say until machiam lousy
acherly ah
the plot abit similar to nemo
but the process so much betta~
WATCH
best movie since...
i dunno

oh i watched wearing my sb boxers!
woohoo
avid fan here
if i were abit more crazy
i'll strip down to them
and run across the screen
ssttrreeaaakkkeerrrr
oh well
nvr happened
SPONGEBOB!!

spongebob

OH YES
God dropped me a big lifeline
kinda wierd
and as expected,
unexpected

k was supposed to like
go out with kev xeed jing
aft trng
watch THE SPONGE
ok wtvr spongebob
omp pontang me
one say DUN FEEL LIKE
the other TOO AWKWARD
gahhh
nvm

team bondinggg
prob e last one till a long time
so made ah jing run ard
find cinema n seats
while i... err
bonded
wtvr
kena own =(

ok so apparently the sponge
very awaited movie
full everywhere
so we went marina sq
ulu ulu one
not many ppl
but not many movie choices oso
yes no sponge
they said dey only show 3wk old shows
yah so went suntec
like fainerlee

WATCH SPONGEBOB THE MOVIE
lousy newpaper
say until machiam lousy
acherly ah
the plot abit similar to nemo
but the process so much betta~
WATCH
best movie since...
i dunno

oh i watched wearing my sb boxers!
woohoo
avid fan here
if i were abit more crazy
i'll strip down to them
and run across the screen
ssttrreeaaakkkeerrrr
oh well
nvr happened
SPONGEBOB!!

stitch

try shitting in the dark
its kinda fun
somehow irrelevant things come to me
start thinking of outofpoint stuffs
haha
but the smell still there
so u wun really lose urself
go try go try

was walking outside bras basah today
almost kena whack by car antenna sia
was walking behind this car
den suddenly the antenna started coming up
hurhur
siam in time

ohoh ee ghim's in teens mag
for what else but xc
so qool!


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yes the climb is steep
but that's why im here
to beat the best in the best
i think i can
who are u to think i cannot?
i want i will
dun try to make me flop
you wun like me then
rarrrr

30 days left
im still here
i was there
but i fell
i tried to climb again
but i cld haf been further
nearer the peak
at that pinnacle of heights
but i slipped

in a single twist of fate, it is now a mammoth task i face, a colossal mountain i must climb, a gargantuan monster to defeat. how must i find this solution, how can i soar to the peak in time, which sword should i wield? but God has sent me angels, angels that will aid me, carry me, assist me. i know we are weak, we have nothing left to show. but i believe. i believe.

random thoughts

okiex am gonna do smtg
i did in sec 1 or 2 cant rmb
gonna give myself a topic
write(type) non stop
as in dun stop to think
just keep typing
awrite here goes

blogging

i started blogging under e influence of kiku and i started when i was sec2 i tink? cant quite remember man this is dumb im running out of ideas oreddy ok i luv bloggin i blog just about everyday all the time and sometimes several times a day but thats y ppl dun read this thing cuz therez smtg new everyday and they cant catch up thats y i read everyones blog everyday so that i can catch up with their lives and stuffs oh crap oh crap im outta words to type im losing it here better type slower ok blogger has got better over the times its more easy to use now but im still waiting for it to let ppl search users and den list out all their blogs so i can find ppl i noe but dunno their blog ads or too shy to ask them or wtvr ok im bullshitting here. xia said my bs skills is not bad one so i guess its quite true considering how much sai ive already typed down here. look ive gone from alphabet to word to phrases to sentences to paragraphs to majority of this entry and i can tell that ppl are getting bored and this thing is so not about blogging so its like a 400m runner in a 100m race... its outta point ok i tink i shld end here cuz i can feel a super big ball of ideas rolling here and i'll be like unstoppable and jam the whole blogger server with my million word entry i'll stop i'll stop i'll stop.

well that was fun.

random

ahaha
type type type type
yay blogging's fun
wheeee

type type type type

roses are red
violets are blue
most poems rhyme
but this one doesnt

type type type type

im not sure
im confused
type type
issit here again?
or issit an illusion?

type type type type

save me save me now
to throne or not to throne
to hate to love to not give concern
to stop to go
to think to not
to give in or give all

typetypetypetype

decipher that

sora

yay new family member
in the form of a bike
yeah sold shimo off to jim
finally the pressure's off
carrying that amt of cash ard
no easy business sia
so old one out new one in
shall call it sora
fellow cyclists will know why

oh yes art makeup 2dae
CASTING
yayness
uber fun
but kinda screwed up
and wasted all 3 packets of plaster
grrr
ok kinda was an understatement
nvm
can do at home one
shall cast my 50 apples in no time
onward

lifeline

oh man oh man

God threw me a lifeline!
reaching the unreachables
touching the untouchables

come race with me
let us grow bold
come run with me
lest we grow cold
come fly with me
let them all behold

here we come
there we go

not again

4.46

it was all i could
but not the best i've had
far from it in fact
its wrong
all wrong
just wrong

but what really went wrong?

cuz i didnt sleep the nite b4?
cuz of the weights,
however long the effects are?
cuz my mind is weak?
cuz i'm not back yet?
or just cuz i'm not good enough?

it's coming
it's coming

oh no

"thud thud thud"

his feet strikes the rubber in rapid succession, each step pounding and compacting the red, processed latex. not quick enough, however.

swerving round the bend, he spots his team mate a good 90m away, striding effortlessly. something he was once able to execute. the 3m gap has widened 30 fold. credit to that literal twist of fate a few fortnights back. although he has reduced the gap gradually ever since his recovery, a looming thought haunts him.

thin the twist from the picture. behold, a marvelous painting. if only it could be thinned. if only. the twist is beyond a minor fracture in the painting. it is a brightly rubricated slash across the dimly coloured canvas, sticking out like a leprous thumb, covered in boils and oozing blisters. a mistake too dear. much too dear.

nothing short of one solid victory will distill the back of his head now. he starves. will he pounce?

form or no form?

17.28

waolao
how come?
tot i ran a better run
apparently not
tot was on form
apparently not
maybe shld revert to my old tech
the new one may be screwed
butbutbut
it works during trng~
omp
or was it e 400 on fri?
gahhh
juz whack
at least im in top8
in e reserves with seet
kenneths connection my foot
even seet didnt make it
or is e team too strong?
newaez
decided to stay fer hills
n warm down
so yeah, late fer service
so ended up with lotsa time
all bought bread talk n ate at macs =P
only like 5 ppl bought macs

got to church
service halfwae thru
not ending yet
so camped in e toilet
hurr
yeah that's about all

a day without a day

skl's havin sci symp 2dae
selling some fishes
and err pitcher plants??
e fish is ownself catch one
using paper?
yep
like perfect combi
buy both
den can feed pitcher with fish

400x4 2dae
defended our title
fourth year running
but this yr scaryscary
heng kev n jarrel nvr run
wld've been close
did a sub 55 tho
quite happy

so some of us acx stayed behind
not anything productive
just hang ard
which to me
is much much more better
than actually doing smtg fun
without them guys

newaez
decided to throw my err
undergarment at xeed
hu screamed in terror
and flung it into a rubbish bin
i saved it from the pits
and proceeded to attack xeed again
this time
xeed threw it onto e tentage
like 3m high tt kind
lolx
super amusing to see it being blown
all over e tent by e wind
which finally fell off?
yah heng it was late n no one saw
otherwise i wld've set up jon or smtg
brrrr


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the race is over
the winner no one is
now a deception i can claim
a veil i possess
a disguise i can use
to fool the trusting ones

run, jump, splash

7.38

steeplechase ytd
too tired ytd so blog now
super lousy i shld say
dunno y
so wun bother thinking
whoa but toad lives up to his repu
he sure can hop sia
clear steeple like free one
i on the other hand
not as amphibious as im made to be
hurr

so 2dae's ntg oso
so at e end of this entry
expect some rubbish
2ml's 4x400
see if we can break smtg
hinthint
wtvr
here comes e rubbish

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over the mountains
and across the seas
through the clouds
and under the trees

searching for you
but you i cannot find
you i know not who
us we know not we
when will i find you?
when can i see?

where we go
no one knows
but what is forever
for the only constant is change

oldham day

combined founders day
last time it happened was... 2001?
yeah
its when 5ac skls come together
celebrate day when oldham found us
just tt diz yr is 6 skls
tho i wldnt count acintern as a skl
cuz they're as big as 2 classes?

newaez
got to indoor stad 9.30
instead of 1.30
cuz got duty =(
went there
got briefed
briefed as in instructed
not put on underwear tt kind yah?
den slacked ard
cuz my duty ntg to do until tchr come
den had lunch
pizza~!
thanks 2 my fast jaws n insatiable hunger
i finished top frag
with 5.2 slices of pizza in 7+mins
0.2 cuz dragged some off someone else's slice

at this point abdullah dropped me a call
inquiring on possible unprefect-guarded exits
so that he could take attendance and flee
from the monotonous event
wonder how it went

so duty commenced
duty 1:
check self in mirror
duty 2:
cleanse face of oil
duty 3:
slack ard until tchr come
which was quite long later
cuz she came like how late

oh and when dey were like introducing minister?
"let's welcome mr tharman (wtvr wtvr)"
everybody rises to applaud the descending minister
but wait
the guy in the screen wasnt walking down steps
he was sitting
he was MUTHU
LOLX
the camera person just looked for an indian in blazer
den assume as minister
dang farnie

oh n forgot to mention
my color deficiency kicks in again
i tot my shirt was white pls
invest same thing oso
shirt was blue
but this time my shirt was PINK
waolao
heng it wasnt so obvious under e lights
n had blazer on
hurr

ok ntg much so skipskipskip

hse tchr just gave me an sms
found it amusing so here it is
in exact spelling n grammar:

"i will inform whoever i can tonight
tomorrow i will print the programme sheet
rolzani (ruzaini btw) will come n collect from me
i met yu jin justnow
he did not know we r the champon
how can?
must tell all
so they can help hold title
let the other hse tan gu gu ..."

haha i luffed at the last part dere
k wtvr
-peaceout